Love Me (I Do) Chap. 9

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Title: Love Me (I Do)

Pairing: Kaisoo (Fem!Kyungsoo)

Genre: Genderbender, Romance, Smut, Fluff, Angst

Length: Series

Summary: Being in an unrequited love is something everyone has experienced in their life. Stealing glances from afar, smiling to yourself just because your crush glances back at you. Wanting to get into the seat next to them. Pouting when they don’t see you. Do Kyungsoo has experienced it all.



















 
Chapter 9



To Baekhyun, Do Kyungsoo is the calmest and the cutest girl she has ever met. Kyungsoo is also the best friend ever she can ever ask for.

But now, after losing contact from her for almost four full days, she is worried as fuck because Kyungsoo has never forgotten a test. And she is not here in the classroom to take the test. The fact makes her crazy.

Kyungsoo hasn’t been able to be contacted for days.

No one knows where the girl has gone to.

So with a determined look, Baekhyun stomps her way to Kyungsoo’s house to at least see her and maybe knock some senses into her head.

The first bell goes ignored and so does the second bell.

At the third time she rings the house bell, the door is opened and there stood is Kyungsoo’s mother with a stern look on her aging face.

“Can I help you?” The woman asks and Baekhyun blinks in confusion because so many years she has been visiting this house and here, the woman is treating her as if she was a mere stranger.

“Um, is Kyungsoo home? Can I meet her?”

The woman’s eyes twitch at the question.

“There is no Kyungsoo in this house.” And she makes a move to close the door.

Baekhyun is left gaping at the wood. Today is not an April’s fool, isn’t it?”

She rings the bell again, hoping to get at least an explanation and for fuck’s sake, this is not a funny joke at all.

The house owner opens the door with an angry gaze.

“Nice joke, Auntie. Can I see your daughter, please?”

“I have no daughter living here. Please just go and stop making a ruckus.”



Fuck.

It’s not a joke.

As long as Baekhyun knows, the woman is not an easy-going person and she doesn’t even have the skill to make a funny joke. There is no way she has the sudden skill of making a sarcastic joke and...

Fuck.

Where the hell is Kyungsoo then? What happens to her that makes her parents... what, kick her out of the house? And simply disown her by the look of it?

Baekhyun can’t help but to feel very worried and she dials her boyfriend’s number.

“Channie, I can’t find Kyungsoo...”











Kyungsoo wakes up with swollen eyes and hoarse voice and sore neck. Not to mention that urge to throw up. Her morning sickness will not stop just because she is pitiful and homeless right now.

She spends about twenty minutes in the small bathroom, throwing up and then bathing, before she is finally ready to get to the college and change her whole schedule.

It takes quite a long time and she is hungry and desperate when the finalization of her moving to the night classes is done. It is quite lucky for her as well because she has not met anyone she knows up until now. Maybe it is the sign to not seek help from people. She is alone in this and she will do her best to feed her little peanut with her hard work.

Finding a job is another hard work to do. She has to save quite some money right now as she is not that big. When her belly starts showing, it will become harder for her to work so she needs to move fast.

With a determined feeling, she steps into the first convenience store.











It has been a full week ever since Sehun can’t find his crush anywhere. It’s like Kyungsoo is very good in hiding or she is just really disappearing from his sight.

He has tried calling for her but to no avail there is no answer at all. He wants to come up to her house but he knows just how her parents despise him with their all. He doesn’t understand why her parents seem to despise everything.

It makes him worried that he can’t reach to Kyungsoo, but when Baekhyun is running to him with tears running down her cheeks and spluttering incoherent words, Sehun feels his blood all drains.

Kyungsoo is gone. She is nowhere to be found and her parents kick her out of the house because of an unknown reason.

Sehun goes crazy and frantic and he is so fucking worried.

They try waiting in the college to maybe meet her but she has never once appeared to them. They walk around her neighborhood to maybe catch a glimpse of her but not even a single hair of her is seen.

Baekhyun is growing worried as days pass and she keeps crying while calling for Kyungsoo’s number again and again. Chanyeol feels the same even though he doesn’t show it. Sehun is on the edge of going crazy.











It takes Baekhyun about another week before she finally sees a figure resembling her friend. With thundering heart, she runs all the way from across the street and it takes her all to not slam the glass door open.

“Welco-”

“Soo,” Baekhyun chokes on her tears as she watches her friend standing behind the cashier register of a convenience store.

Kyungsoo feels her eyes widen so big at the sight of Baekhyun standing there in front of her with disheveled hair and swollen eyes.

“B-Baekhyun,”

“Where have you been? W-Why don’t you call me?”

Kyungsoo glances around and finds there is no other customer before she takes Baekhyun by her hand and pulls her to the storage room.

It’s silent as all they can hear is only their ragged breathing but Kyungsoo knows there are millions questions Baekhyun is dying to ask.

“First of all,” Kyungsoo starts even before Baekhyun can open her mouth, “my shift ends in thirty more minutes. We can talk later. Please, Baek?”

Baekhyun wipes her tears away and nods her head.

“Okay. I will wait.”











As Kyungsoo opens the door to her humble and small living place, she watches the expression Baekhyun is making. Her friend looks around the place with sadness in her eyes.

Kyungsoo manages to find a one-room place, it might be very small but it’s enough to her. She doesn’t have to spend so much money for that.

“How are you?” Baekhyun croaks out, itching to just pull her friend into a hug.

Kyungsoo can see the dilemma in her and she scoots close to Baekhyun to hug her. She feels Baekhyun wrapping her arms tightly around her.

“I’m fine, Baek. You don’t need to worry about me.”

“How can I not worry about you, Soo?” She chokes on her tears, “The last time I saw you was almost a month ago. I can’t find you in the college. Y-Your mom, she said... you are not her daughter.”

Kyungsoo feels tears pricking her eyes before she sighs. The words are still hurting her up until now.

“I’m sorry, Baekhyun.”

“What happens? Why do they kick you out?”

She considers of not telling Baekhyun about her little peanut but it has been so heavy, the burden is so heavy that Kyungsoo finally breaks into tears as she sobs about her life.

“B-Baekhyun, you will be disappointed in me if I told you this.”

Baekhyun sobs along with her and she keeps shaking her head, “N-No I won’t, I promise. Nothing you say will change everything.”

Kyungsoo sniffs and she nods.

She takes Baekhyun’s hand and slowly guides it to her belly. There is a confused look on Baekhyun’s face but as soon as the realization hits her, she cries again.

“Soo...”

“Because of this. M-My parents kick me out because of t-this.” Kyungsoo whispers brokenly.

Baekhyun spills out the question she wants to avoid the most.

“Whose child is it?”

Kyungsoo stills and glances away.

“I’m sorry Baek but I can’t tell you.”

Baekhyun holds onto her hands, “Don’t you trust me, Soo?”

“I trust you, Baekhyun,” Kyungsoo says while nodding her head, “but I’m not ready to speak about him.”

Her friend sends her a look before she hugs her again and the both of them cry their eyes out.











As Baekhyun’s sobs finally stop, she holds Kyungsoo on her cheeks.

“Look at you. You are so thin now. Have you been eating?”

Kyungsoo sends her a smile, “I have to. My little peanut is always hungry.”

Baekhyun looks down on her belly and pats it.

“Hello, little peanut. I’m your aunt.”

It makes Kyungsoo smiles and she feels a small part of the burden is gone. It feels really good to have someone she can talk to.

“Baekhyun, about this... please don’t tell anyone.”

Her friend stares at her in disbelief.

“Not even Chanyeol and Sehun?”

“Not even them.” Kyungsoo nods.

“Why?”

Kyungsoo goes silent for a moment.

“I just... I’m not ready to see other people. I change my schedule to night so that I can work. I don’t want to lean on people anymore, Baek. I want to do this alone. This is my responsibility.”

Baekhyun looks like she wants to disagree but she can’t say anything because it is Kyungsoo’s decision to make.

“I won’t tell anyone, but in return, you need to tell me where you are going twice a day.”

Kyungsoo sends her a look.

“What? Screw that woman if she didn’t want to be your mother. I will be.”

The sentence draws a soft laugh from Kyungsoo and she feels her heart swells at the affection.

“I love you so much, Baek,” she whispers with that heart-shaped smile of hers.

Baekhyun squeals and hugs her, “My child! I will take care of you!”

As the day ends with laughter and warm hugs, Kyungsoo falls asleep with Baekhyun’s caress on her head.











Kim Jongin is a jerk. Well, he knows it. He fucks around and breaks people’s heart around. What other name will suit him the best other than jerk?

But still, as much as he is a jerk, he is a bit softie in the heart. Uh, he worries a bit, okay? He is not a full time jerk.

He misses that girl.

He misses her soft smile and cute laugh. He misses her little fingers and he simply just... misses her.

The bad news is that he can’t find her anywhere. She has never appeared in his sight ever since that last time.

He knows that it is his plan to break her heart completely so that she won’t be so hung up upon him and that maybe she can find someone better like that Oh guy rather than him.

But he needs to at least see her for like once or twice to put his heart in ease. He feels now how empty his days without her and her soft voice.

It’s ridiculous because his mother once asks him about her. About why he has never brought his girlfriend home again because his mother wants to have dinner with her again. He ignores his mother as he has nothing to answer her with. He can’t be telling her that he is only fucking her for release and that she is no one to him.

Honestly, Jongin knows what she is to him.

He keeps denying it at first but the more time he spends away from her, the more he feels that his life is not complete without her by his side. He should have never treated her that badly. He should have never broken her heart that cruelly. He should have made her his from the very beginning.

He should have admitted his own feeling.

But now she is gone and nowhere to be found, Jongin finds himself glancing around in every minute just to hope that he can catch a glimpse of her soft black hair swinging in the air.

Nothing.

He sees nothing.

Kyungsoo is gone.

And Jongin feels so sick because he misses her so much.











Kyungsoo types back to Baekhyun about her where being and about what kind of meat she wants to have for dinner. Baekhyun will be coming to her place for them to have dinner together.

As she packs her uniform back into the locker, Kyungsoo realizes that she hasn’t finish that assignment which is due tomorrow and she really needs to move faster.

The sky roars and Kyungsoo looks up to it, only to find that the clouds are looking so dark and heavy and it’s only a mere minute before the rain will drop down.

Oh no, she forgets her umbrella.

As soon as Kyungsoo steps out of the convenience store, the rain drops down heavily and she sighs. So much to finish her assignment. And her little peanut is hungry again.

She pats her belly as if telling it to be patient and let’s just hope the rain stops sooner. Kyungsoo rummages into her bag and finds a single chocolate bar. It’s silly because such a simple thing can make her eyes shine in happiness.

As she bites down onto the chocolate bar slowly, another person runs up to take shelter under the rood of the convenience store.

She doesn’t really mind or pay any attention at first, but,

“Kyungsoo, is that you?” The person calls in between the loud sound of the rain hitting the concrete ground.

She glances to her side and finds the familiar eyes staring straight at her.

“Kyungsoo!”









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A/N: Welcoming Momma Rap Byun.

PS: I've been busy doing my essays and being sick lately.

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