Love Me (I Do) Chap. 1 [M]

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Title: Love Me (I Do)

Pairing: Kaisoo (Fem!Kyungsoo)

Genre: Genderbender, Romance, Smut, Fluff, Angst

Length: Series

Summary: Being in an unrequited love is something everyone has experienced in their life. Stealing glances from afar, smiling to yourself just because your crush glances back at you. Wanting to get into the seat next to them. Pouting when they don’t see you. Do Kyungsoo has experienced it all.



















 
Chapter 1



Being in an unrequited love is something everyone has experienced in their life.

Stealing glances from afar, smiling to yourself just because your crush glances back at you.

Wanting to get into the seat next to them.

Pouting when they don’t see you.



Do Kyungsoo has experienced it all.



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Soft whimpers escapes Kyungsoo’s swollen lips as she feels the burning touches trail along her waist. It’s that feeling again. The feeling to be submissive and to give her everything to the boy in front of her.

A pair of dark brown eyes is staring right at her red face.

“You are so pretty, Soo.” He whispers softly, voice low and it sends shiver down her spine.

Kyungsoo glances away from the intense stare before those long fingers of the boy grip onto her chin to bring her face back.

“Look at me.” He demands softly and Kyungsoo finds herself not able to draw away from his order.

She shudders when he trails his hand to her cheek, tucking a few strays of hair behind her ear. He leans over her face, breathing down his mint breathe on her lips as he stops a mere inch from her.

“I’m going to kiss you.” He informs her and Kyungsoo freezes on her spot. It’s not that she doesn’t like it; it’s more to the fact that he is her three years crush and this is practically the third time they have talked this much.

And Jongin is about to kiss her.

Kyungsoo parts her mouth to say something, but finds herself keening weakly when Jongin’s thick lips press against her softly yet eager to do more.

She yelps, fingers trembling as Jongin maneuvers her towards the long desk in the lecture class which is currently empty for the rest of the day. Their lecture has just ended and Jongin comes up to her all of the sudden, saying that he needs her help with something.

Kyungsoo stares wide eyed at him and she nods her head, unable to refuse him.



“Open your mouth, pretty.” Jongin mutters against her lips, voice vibrating. Kyungsoo blushes, considering that this is her first kiss and Jongin is practically telling her that he is going to use his tongue on her.

But the real question is: what is Jongin doing to her?

His hands creep up from her blouse-covered waist, rubbing softly to her back before settling in the middle of her shoulder blades.

Kyungsoo hesitantly opens her mouth, holding back a yelp when Jongin enters her mouth with his tongue and begins to sweep every corner without any hesitation. It’s like he has been holding back from doing this to her and now he has the chance; he is not going to waste it.

Her breathing has started to become faster on each second and Jongin smiles at that. For him to have that big effect on her, he likes it a lot.

He holds onto the back of her neck while detaching his lips from hers, grabbing Kyungsoo’s attention back to him. She sends him a questioning gaze; not asking about why he is stopping but more to what exactly he is doing.

Jongin smiles before leaning forward to press his lips against the pulse on her neck, giving a soft kiss there. Kyungsoo grabs his shirt with her fingers, clutching the fabric tightly, because Jongin is doing things she could only imagined he is doing to her. She might be innocent and all, but that doesn’t mean that she has never imagined things happening to her.

She imagines Jongin comes to her and kisses her softly on the lips, before giving her that eye smile that she comes to adore so much.

And sometimes when she is hormonal, she imagines Jongin planting kisses along her skin, as he runs his big palms all over her body before then he will get down to her and does things more—



Kyungsoo yelps when Jongin’s hands slip under her sweater, rubbing soft circles on her bare belly. Jongin chuckles softly at her reaction, before he easily pushes her sweater up to her chest, revealing the brown lace bra covering her supple breasts.

“W-What –”

Jongin covers her mouth with another kiss and he gently pushes her down to lay down on top of the long desk where Kyungsoo used to be seated about half an hour ago.

“Trust me and you will enjoy it.” He whispers, before diving down to kiss the center of her chest.

Kyungsoo bites on her lower lip. She should have pushed Jongin away by now, because Jongin is a boy and she is a girl and for a boy to do this to a girl in the public place and when they don’t even have any relationship, this might be considered as harassment.

But Kyungsoo couldn’t say no.

Not to Jongin.

Not to the boy she has been crushing on for three years; from the start of her high school first day up until now where they have long graduated and now attending the same university.

This is like a dream and Kyungsoo would never want to wake up from it.



Jongin pushes the brown bra forcefully up, joining the bunched up sweater and stares at the bouncing tits in front of his eyes. He licks his lips eagerly before pressing a kiss against the mound, smiling when Kyungsoo makes a soft noise.

He has seen the stare this girl is giving him from years ago, and Jongin is sure he has been sending the same burning gaze as well. It’s either Kyungsoo is ignoring it or maybe she is just too blind to even realize it.

Jongin wants the girl under him, to watch the girl writhe under him; just like how she is right now, and he wants to devour her fully.



There are tears in Kyungsoo’s eyes and Jongin might be a bit of cruel to enjoy the sight. It’s like he is the only one who is able to make Kyungsoo like this.

And to think that someone other than him might see this side of Kyungsoo—



Jongin growls softly before leaning down and gives the supple breasts a hard squeeze. Kyungsoo screeches softly at that, her knees trembling and one of her flat shoes falls down to the ground with a soft thud.

He smirks, drowning in self-satisfaction because Kyungsoo clearly wants this as well.

And he is going to give it to her.



Kyungsoo pants heavily when Jongin suddenly backs away from her, and she opens her teary eyes. Jongin is still standing there. He is rummaging into the back pocket of his jeans and he pulls out something rather small.

She hears the small sound of zipper being undone and Kyungsoo feels her breathe hitches. Is Jongin going to do something that she is expecting him to?

“You are going to like this, bunny.” He says, pushing his jeans and boxers down just enough for him to pull out his manhood. He groans as he gives it strokes, wanting it to be fully hard before he rolls down the condom on it.

Kyungsoo shrieks weakly when Jongin grabs her by her ankles to pull her closer towards the edge of the desk. He pushes her flare skirt up and slips his two fingers into the hem of her panty, sliding it down her legs and letting it hangs around her right ankle.

“You smell delicious.” Jongin whispers, voice laced with lust and he settles himself in between her smooth thighs.

Kyungsoo could feel her heart is pounding against her ribcage and when Jongin presses the blunt tip of his erect manhood against her core, she throws her head back and bites back a scream.

Jongin is huge, she knows it; but this is her first time.



He groans blissfully, stopping when he is fully inside of her. “You are so warm, you know that?”

Kyungsoo whines softly, feeling the throbbing organ inside of her and she still can’t get over the fact that she has lost her virginity in the middle of the lecture class room and moreover, to Jongin.

He bucks his hips, hands holding her thighs as he starts to thrust in and out. Kyungsoo bites her bottom lip to hold back her voice. Jongin pants as he watches her squirms under his touch and he leans down to kiss her lips roughly. Kyungsoo moans softly into his mouth, mewling when one of Jongin’s hands comes up to grab her breast and flicks the hardened nub.

“Ah,” Kyungsoo whispers out, feeling her bare back rubbing continuously against the desk under her. Jongin seems to get lost in the feeling of fucking her in the lecture room, as he ignores the fact that someone might just walk in on them and he lets out a feral groan.

He fastens his pace, bucking even harder and harsher, sending Kyungsoo to cloud nine.

Her fingers grip onto the edge of the shaking desk tightly, feeling her breathe is stolen from her and feeling the way Jongin is staring burningly at her bouncing breasts.

She is so close to coming. Jongin knows where and how to move and when he reaches down between them to rub her clit, she comes right away with a weak whimper. Her body slumps down on the desk, chest heaving up and down, and waiting for Jongin to finish in her post-orgasm state.

Jongin groans and his manhood throbs heavily, before he leans down to bite her on her collarbone to tone down the moan as he is spilling into the condom.



It’s silent between them in the aftermath moment, and when Kyungsoo begins to squirm uncomfortably, Jongin leans back and chuckles lightly at her.

He whispers some things about how she is so good to him and how this is not going to be the last time they have fun, before he kisses her softly on the lips—



—and that’s how everything starts.



***



She plays with the hem of her school sweater, body hunched over her book while her eyes are trained on a certain boy with sun-kissed complexion. It has been three years of crushing on him and to think that they are going to graduate from high school so soon, Kyungsoo still can’t get over the fact that they will even attend the same university.

Jongin is the total opposite of her.

Kyungsoo enjoys her time alone, save with some close friends such as Baekhyun and Chanyeol, and oh, don’t forget about Sehun, too. She loves ballad songs, listening to them before the first class starts and on the lunch break and also after school is over, the ear buds will never leave her.

She enjoys doing Math even though she doesn’t like it very much, and she is weak in PE. She loves Chemistry and hoping to get into a good university and works in laboratory, but she ends up taking Economics just like everyone else, just because Chemistry will be hard to learn and her parents doesn’t really see the future in the Chemistry.

Kyungsoo loves to eat therefore she loves to cook good food just for herself, but Baekhyun might be greedy and persistent on forcing her to share the food she has cooked with her and her boyfriend, Chanyeol.

She loves to sing and she cries easily when the movie is touching or the song is too beautiful. She doesn’t really like thriller and action movies because she always feels dizzy right after watching it.

Kyungsoo goes to school everyday at seven o’clock and as soon as the school ends, she walks back home.

Everything is listed in her life and being in the boring life doesn’t bore Kyungsoo. There might be some time when she feels so bored and tired with her monotone life, but it doesn’t feel that bad because Baekhyun could always cheer her up right away just by tickling her waist. Chanyeol could also make some body gags and Sehun will call her in the middle of the night just to accompany her to talk.

But.

Something about Jongin just draws Kyungsoo’s eyes over the boy.

Kim Jongin is the total opposite of her.

He has a lot of friends, with wide circle of company. He is popular. He listens to offbeat songs and often taps his fingers against any surface he could find, while his head nods along with the music coming from the comfy headphone he has.

Jongin ignores every important subject and just does fine just to pass, barely pass the limit points, but he could care less. He loves soccer and basket, and he is number one when it comes to PE. Jongin is known for his dancing and everyone expects him to get into the Art Performing School, but his rich parents don’t really fond with the idea of him getting into the art part. They love him so much, don’t get them wrong, but they just want him to get into a better life and hope that he can start a happy family soon after he graduates from Economics and continues his father’s importer company.

Jongin doesn’t really love to each everything, but chicken will always be his dearest. He has lots of happy memories together with chicken.

He doesn’t enjoy singing, but he enjoys listening to someone does so. He could sit for hours just for listening to someone singing beautifully.

Jongin comes to school right at the third ringing bell, alarming the students that they would get detention if they don’t move their ass faster. He gets home after having fun in the courtyard, playing soccer or basket, or sometimes going to karaoke just to waste his time.

Everything seems to be listed in his life but Jongin doesn’t follow any of it. He could do anything he wants at the moment and he won’t let people dictate him. Whenever he feels tired or angry, he will call Yixing and ask him to play basketball or dance in the studio. He won’t let unimportant things ruin his mood. He will just follow the moment.

But.

Something about a girl named Do Kyungsoo just takes his mind away from things.

She is unique and pretty and she moves as if she ignores everyone.

Just like Jongin’s type.

And he is so going to get her—

—after they graduate from high school and get a bit more freedom in university life.



Jongin doesn’t realize it—that he has started planning his life from the moment he spots the girl with wide-pretty eyes. Kyungsoo does realize it—that she has fallen for the other. And it’s a very complicated start.









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A/N: So, this is the first chapter, and it's kinda like the opening for the story. Hope you enjoy it and please wait for more.

Just for your information, that this story will be very smutty. lol

Thanks for reading!

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