Beating Hearts Chap. 25 Final [R]
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Title: Beating Hearts
Pairing: Jongkey
Genre: Romance, Fluff, Smut, Drama, Semi-Angst
Length: Series
Summary: Kibum was just like the usual boy around. He talked when he needed to. He laughed when it was funny. He stayed silent where there was nothing. But then, he found out that someone could pull out a lot more emotions from him. Someone that could make him understood what his beating heart was meant.
“Hyung! Hyung, Jonghyun hyung!” Kibum shouted, hands cradling the older male’s face. Jonghyun opened his eyes, unsteady gaze fell on him. Pale face, eyes rimmed with red, heavy eye bags, flushed cheeks, dry lips; Kibum just couldn’t stand the sight.
“…you are not really here…” He whispered, the voice slipped out in between those chapped lips. Kibum bit his own, shaking his head, “No, I’m here, I’m really here.”
Jonghyun trembled, hands coming down from his head to grip onto Kibum’s wrists tightly. The younger male stared at the cuts and dried blood all over his fingers.
“What happened to your hands?” He asked softly. Jonghyun kept on staring at his face, dry lips trembling.
“Are… Are you coming back to break up with me?”
“No!” Kibum winced when Jonghyun gripped onto his hands tighter; the cuts were opened again and some were leaking a bit blood.
“Y-You are going to leave me! A-And you will go to someone better! Someone who can be a better boyfriend than me! L-Like that guy Woohyun, or Taemin! Or you will like Minho better!”
“Hyung!” Kibum screamed in front of his face, eyes widening when he saw tears scrolling down Jonghyun’s face.
“I didn’t cheat on you, Kibum. Really, I only love you! I didn’t do anything wrong! Please don’t leave me,” he sobbed, head going down as his grip was weakened. Kibum cried with him and grabbed him by his face, letting him cry on his shoulder.
“I know, I know! I’m not going to leave, I will be stupid if I do that,” Kibum chuckled dryly, rubbing Jonghyun’s back to calm him down. The older male wailed, fingers gripping onto Kibum’s shirt desperately as if he was afraid that when he let go, Kibum would disappear into the thin air.
“I can’t do anything without you… Please don’t leave me…” He sobbed, and Kibum nodded his head.
“Y-Yeah, I won’t go anywhere,” he croaked.
“Are you mad at me, Kibum? Because I’m such a bad boyfriend? And I’m so ignorant sometimes? And then I’m so clingy? Am I annoying? Bothering you?” He asked continuously, voice trembled like a child. Kibum shook his head, muttering a broken ‘no’ before hugging him tighter.
“You can lock me up I don’t mind… Just don’t leave me,”
“Why would I? I love you so much, hyung, remember that,” Kibum muttered into his ear, before leaning back to cradle his face. Jonghyun instantly gripped onto his shirt to prevent him from going anywhere.
Smiling, Kibum wiped the tears away from the older male’s face. “Look at you, crying like a kid. Is that snot?” He joked with a soft laugh, wiping his face clean. Jonghyun watched him through his lidded eyes before grinning softly.
“I’m so sleepy, Kibum-ah,” he whispered against Kibum’s palm, head lolling to one side. Kibum smiled and pecked his chapped lips, continuously rubbing his thumbs over the apple of his cheeks. “Then sleep, hyung. You must be really tired,” he muttered, pressing another kiss.
“Are you going to stay…?” Jonghyun whispered, eyes closing and Kibum nodded.
“Yeah.”
“Promise me?”
“Yeah, I promise.” Kibum whispered lastly when Jonghyun’s eyes closed into a sleep.
“How should I say this... Jonghyun had a past... and I thought he had already moved on from it when he met you. Jonghyun, he... he loses his mind when he feels insecure. And that happened once before.
He called me yesterday, crying and telling me on how you left him when you were supposed to celebrate your anniversary. He was crying like a child; and it happened once when, when he was dumped. You know, the feeling of being dumped by someone? He kept on repeating ‘Kibum left me, he is not supposed to hear what she said, he is going to end everything with me and then go away, it’s all my fault’ and so on.
You know how cheerful and easygoing Jonghyun was. Everyone liked him, everyone favored him. And because of that, he went on dates with a girl. I don’t want to mention her name, I didn’t like her and I would never like her. After what she had done to Jonghyun. I could never forgive her.
They dated and then they became official soon, just like you two. Jonghyun was so happy; there was love in his eyes and I couldn’t help but felt happy for my friend.
Jonghyun was going out with his friends. They favored him a lot because he said yes to everyone. She didn’t like it and she confronted him about that. She shouted and Jonghyun stayed silent, obeying her because he loved her so much. He would do anything for her.
He started staying around her more as her wish and she was annoyed. She said that he was not a good boyfriend for not giving her free time to hang out with her friends. She said she also had life, and Jonghyun was not her first priority.
Jonghyun stayed silent and he backed away, back to hanging out with his friends to give her the space she requested for. It was always for her. Everything he did was for her and her only.
She began to feel neglected. She said Jonghyun didn’t love her for real and that he was only playing around with her. She wanted to break up with him because she reasoned that Jonghyun was so childish, didn’t know how to treat her well. She went to find another man who was way more mature, as she was saying.
Jonghyun cried and begged for her to not leave him and stayed with him. She laughed on his face, telling him to go find someone else and stopped bothering her.
Jonghyun obeyed her. He stopped calling her and stayed locked on his room. He was in the dark side and it took a very long time for him to smile again. He sometimes would stare off into space and locked himself again. He put on a smiling façade but he was so fragile inside. I thought he would forever be like that, until you finally came along and dragged him out from that dark side.
Do you see where the problem is now, Kibum?
So, please, Kibum. Please try to understand a bit more about Jonghyun. Don’t see him as the cheerful man he is, but please take a better look on his inside. He is just a fragile man who needs love. I hope you are the one who can give him that and help him. I beg you.”
Kibum opened his eyes from his short sleep, eyes sore from the remaining tears. He was awakened by the sudden shift on the bed. Tilting his head aside, he caught the sight of Jonghyun scooting away from him.
“Hyung?” He called, fingers touching Jonghyun’s back. The older male froze and stopped moving altogether, pretending to be asleep.
Kibum moved towards him and rubbed his upper arm. “I know you are awake, hyung...”
He could hear a sigh leaving Jonghyun before he went all tensed again. Kibum crawled to him and hovered above him, pecking his cheek as a small greeting.
“...you are- you are not afraid with me?” Jonghyun whispered softly, voice trembling. Kibum frowned. “Why should I?”
“I acted irrational... Isn’t that enough reason?”
The younger male sighed and hugged Jonghyun around his waist, burying his face onto his shoulder. “I’m not. Don’t think too much, hyung.”
“I’m insane.” He muttered, voice broken and sounded scared. Kibum frowned and shook his head. “No.”
“I acted all weird and crazy. You should have left me in an instant if you are normal.”
“Then I guess I’m not normal...?” Kibum tried to joke but when Jonghyun gave him no response, he sighed and tightened his hold around him. “Hyung, I love you and you know that.”
“I know, it’s just... I’m afraid that you won’t love anymore if you know the real me.”
“I know the real you. Don’t say things like you are hiding something from me. Because you are not. And stop saying you are insane.” He scolded, forcefully turning the older male around to face him.
His heart dropped when he saw Jonghyun was crying again. He cradled his face in his palms and muttered soft reassuring words. “Why are you crying, hyung?”
“Because I’m such a bad person...” He whispered in between his sobbing. Kibum pecked his lips, lingering a few seconds before leaning back to stare into his teary eyes.
“No, you are not. Stop thinking so negative about yourself...”
“Will you,” Jonghyun started, gulping down the lump in his throat before continuing, “will you find someone better if I let you go? Will you be happier...?”
“Hyung, please,” Kibum said desperately, “I’m not going to leave you!”
Jonghyun stared silently at him and continued to cry; the tears staining the covers under them. Kibum reached over to wipe it with his thumb.
“You won’t...?”
“I would never.” Kibum sternly reassured him. Jonghyun let out a soft sigh, as if he was relief to know that. He tremblingly reached for Kibum, pulling him close to him and buried his crying face against the younger male’s shoulder.
“I’m sorry... that you have to see me in this ugly state,” he muttered. Kibum hugged his waist and muttering a muffled ‘no’. “Don’t worry about that, hyung. I love you in all of your states.”
Jonghyun began to mutter continuous ‘sorry’ in a soft voice and Kibum rubbed his back to calm him down. The older male’s grip around his was tightened in each passing minute and Kibum had no heart to tell him off. Not like he minded it though.
“I... had a girlfriend before,” Jonghyun started and Kibum was surprised that he was so openly talking about her. “and let’s just say that things didn’t go well...”
Kibum wanted to stop him from telling him any further, to prevent him from remembering the bad memories and from suffering from the unwanted pain, but Jonghyun softly muttered against his neck, continuing his story.
“I might or might not... have been a very good boyfriend to her. I just couldn’t seem to know what it was that she wanted. I had done everything just to make her happy, but I guess it was still not enough for her.”
Kibum lovingly kissed his temple and patted his back. Jonghyun took a trembling breathe and continued,
“I was really childish, I think I still am up until now, I’m sorry if it happens to annoy you, Kibum,” he was cut by Kibum saying a stern ‘no’, before he went on, “and she wanted to end everything with me. I think I loved her so much at that time and I felt like she was the only one I could ever find and I begged her to not leave me. I cried so ugly,” he laughed breathlessly, “and maybe that was the last strike for her to end our relationship. I was just really ugly and I do think I am till right now.”
“No, you are really handsome and attractive,” Kibum cut him.
“Jinki hyung said he often found me spacing out like an idiot, and I didn’t really think about that at the beginning, but later on I realized it and yes I had been doing that. I tried to stop it, I didn’t want to make people worried and I had grown a very strong wall in my mind to prevent that kind of behavior to interfere with my life. I guess the wall’s broken now.” He laughed again.
Kibum ruffled his hair. “Hyung?”
“Mm?”
“It’s okay to feel insecure sometimes, but just don’t let it control your mind. I am here with you and I don’t want you to think otherwise. I’m not leaving you anytime soon and I feel content with what we have right now. Be it you acting childish or mature, I love them both. Don’t ever doubt that.”
“Why did you leave last night?” Jonghyun asked him. “Did it make you angry? What she said? You heard her, didn’t you?”
Kibum sighed. “I’m not mad, hyung. I guess... it’s because you have been acting weird for a while, you know? And then we should have celebrated things in happiness but then I found someone I don’t know saying things I don’t understand to you. I think my mind has just become a bit confused and I need time to think everything by myself...”
“I kicked her out. I swear, Kibum, I don’t have anything with her—”
“Hyung, you have said that before,” he stopped him, “and I believe you. I’m sorry if I ever doubted you, I’m still a kid and this is my first experience in real relationship so my mind is acting all fuzzy and weird.”
“Do you remember the present I got on my birthday, Kibum?”
The younger male thought for a few seconds, “That paper bag of chocolates?”
Jonghyun hummed. “She gave it to me. I wanted to tell you before but I don’t know whether you would like it or not so I ended up hiding the fact. I’m so sorry about that.”
“No, stop saying sorry, seriously. Nothing is your fault, hyung.”
“And the dinner invitation... she was there. She said she wanted to get back with me but I said I have a boyfriend. She didn’t want to believe it and she kept on insisting about it. She messaged me and called me multiple of times, but I swear I didn’t answer her, and then she came here and here we are.”
Kibum felt bad. Like really bad. He should have just stayed last night and not left him alone. He could have defended his boyfriend and stood by his side to protect him. Not running away and then doubted him.
“How did you know I left, hyung?” He couldn’t help but felt curious.
“I heard the sound of your key falling down and also there was a cake at the front... I’m sorry that she ruined out anniversary. Well, I was the reason so I guess I can’t blame her.”
“We just got into the bad timing, that’s all. I went to Minho’s last night and he told me to hear you out. I feel so bad and I called my dad. He told me to get things straight in my head.”
“Are you fine with Minho?” Jonghyun asked him, voice slurred. Kibum glanced at him and smiled at his half-closed eyes. “Yeah. We are fine.”
“That’s... good.”
Kibum felt steady breathing and he chuckled. “Still worrying about Minho when he is this messy...”
Jonghyun slept and Kibum was glad that he could sleep more relaxed. The burden and the frown on his face were gone.
“Sleep well, hyung.”
Kibum wiped his hands from the water when the door was knocked. Jonghyun was still sleeping peacefully in the room.
Opening the door, Kibum was surprised to find Jinki standing there with a frown on his face.
“Hyung?”
“Hey. Is everything alright? Jonghyun is okay?”
“Yes, it’s alright now. Come in, hyung.” Kibum gave him a small smile while opening the door wider. Jinki stepped inside and looked around the place.
“I smell something delicious,” he said softly. Kibum laughed. “Yeah, I’m cooking. Jonghyun hyung is still sleeping though.”
“How did it go? Did he freak out?” Jinki asked, sitting down on the couch. Kibum smiled and nodded his head. “He was worse than I thought he would be. He kept on blaming himself for everything and I felt really bad for leaving him. Thank you so much, hyung, for being such a good friend.”
Jinki shook his head, “Don’t mention it. How did you finish it?”
“I just reassure him that everything will be okay and I will not leave him. He ended up telling me about her.”
Jinki seemed genuinely surprised. “He did? It’s the first.”
Kibum smiled and nodded. “I’m glad though. I want him to open up with me.”
“Yes, it’s about time. But don’t you think—hey, I think your soup is boiling!”
Kibum winced before running back into the kitchen to lower the flame. He was still cleaning the broken glass and the scattered papers in the living room. Ah, he forgot the cuts on Jonghyun’s hands.
“It will take time,” Kibum continued, grabbing the plastic garbage bag to put the trash, “but it will heal.”
Jinki smiled and nodded in agreement, before crouching down to help him cleaning.
Jonghyun woke up with a jolt and he began to look around for any sight of his boyfriend. The negativity was almost taking over his mind but when he heard the soft buzzing sound of people talking and also the smell of something boiling, Jonghyun felt himself relaxed again.
“Kibum-ah?” He pushed the door open and stepped out, only to find Kibum wiping the coffee table clean and Jinki sweeping the floor.
“Oh, you are awake!” Jinki exclaimed, a wide grin on his face.
“Are you hungry, hyung? I made some soup.”
Jonghyun could only nod his head blankly as his mind was still whirring as to why Jinki was there. “Um, hyung, why are you here...?”
“Oh, so, you don’t even let me visit you again, huh?” Jinki faked an offended face and Jonghyun was quick to deny it. Kibum glared at Jinki for acting that way when Jonghyun’s mind was still fuzzy with any unwanted thoughts. Jinki grinned apologetically and continued to sweep the floor.
“I just want to visit you and check how you are doing.”
Jonghyun felt a smile curled up on his face and he walked over to him, hugging him tight. “Thanks, hyung. You are the best.”
Jinki stared at him skeptically. “Do you really say that? It’s the first!”
Jonghyun blushed and rubbed the back of his neck nervously, “Um,”
Kibum walked over to him while laughing, grabbing onto his arm and began to pull him to the kitchen. “Jinki hyung, don’t be so mean! He just woke up and his mind is still blank!”
He made Jonghyun sat on the chair and gave the spoon to him; the bowl of steaming soup was available in front of him. Jonghyun glanced at him, sending him a small tired but thankful smile before devouring the dish. Kibum’s eyes caught the sight of his fingers again and he quickly grabbed the band-aids before he could forget again.
Jinki came into the kitchen not long and sat across him, watching him slurping the delicious soup down. Jonghyun sent him a questioning stare and Jinki kept on looking on his face.
“Is- Is there something on my face?” Jonghyun asked softly, tone low. Jinki didn’t like the state he was in right now; so vulnerable and not confident. This was not the usual Jonghyun. But, just like Kibum said before: it would heal.
“You okay, buddy?” Jinki asked softly, a hand coming up to hold Jonghyun’s. He sent him a comforting smile and rubbed his thumb over his knuckles. Jonghyun let go of the spoon and reluctantly nodded his head. “I hope so.”
“You have to get better soon. I’m preparing a sleep over for us.”
Jonghyun cracked out a small smile. “Don’t you think we are too old to be having a sleepover, hyung?”
Jinki shrugged. “There’s no age limitation for sleepover. We need bonding time, buddy. Just you, me, those chickens, and beers.”
Laughing softly, Jonghyun nodded. “Yeah, sure. Just like the old time.”
Jinki tipped his chin towards the bowl. “Finish your soup before it goes cold.”
Jonghyun nodded and whispered a soft, “Thanks.”
Jonghyun stared at the various colorful band-aids wrapped around his fingers while listening to the sound of Kibum washing the dishes. He was lying down on the couch, the TV was buzzing lowly, and the lamp on the ceiling of the living room was dimly lit.
It was comfortable.
There was constant low buzz from the TV yet he didn’t even watch it. There was also the soft humming coming out from Kibum’s lips while he was drying the plates and wiping the kitchen counter clean. Jinki had gone back to his own place after promising Jonghyun about buckets of chickens.
It was so silent. But not the awkward one.
Jonghyun hadn’t felt this calm for a very long time.
Something felt weird. There was this warm seeping through his chest, giving off the nice feeling all over his body and Jonghyun felt like he was boneless because he didn’t even want to move a bit.
All he wanted to do was just to continue lying there, listening to the sounds and let his mind wandered away to his imaginary world. The world where nothing mattered and nothing should be thought of.
“Hyung?” Kibum peeked from behind the couch and Jonghyun opened his eyes. He didn’t even remember when he closed them. Answering with a low hum, Jonghyun watched as Kibum walked around the couch before crouching down in front of his face.
“Are you okay? Sleepy?” He whispered softly, fingers pushing the fringe away from poking into Jonghyun’s eyes. The older male smiled softly and nodded his head, before a yawn escaped from his mouth.
Kibum chuckled, tapping his cheeks gently before muttering, “Let’s get you to bed then.” Jonghyun let Kibum did everything to him as he felt no more energy in his body. The younger male wrapped his arms around him and led him towards the bedroom, helping him to lie down under the covers.
“Where are you going?” Jonghyun whispered, despite his eyes were half closing. Kibum smiled, “Pee.”
Jonghyun chuckled, unable to bring himself to laugh as he felt really sleepy.
He didn’t know just how long he fell asleep but when Kibum was joining him under the cover, he was awake again.
“’Bum?” He called softly, his voice no louder than a whisper. Kibum cuddled close to him, humming questioningly.
“I feel like flying now,” he continued to whisper. Kibum caressed his cheek, “And why is that?”
Jonghyun smile that lopsided grin and weakly shook his head. “I don’t know,” he buried his face into the pillow, “but I feel so comfortable now...”
“Don’t you feel sleepy?” Kibum asked him. Jonghyun nodded his head. “I am. But I still don’t feel like sleeping right now...”
“Why?”
“I don’t know.” Jonghyun whispered.
Kibum chuckled and softly brought Jonghyun’s head to his chest. “Let me cuddle you, hyung.”
Jonghyun let out a small smile and hummed gratefully. He was really sleepy but he felt really awake as well. It felt like he was cherishing the moment.
“Hyung?” Kibum called again softly to not disturb him if he had happened to fall asleep. Jonghyun hummed questioningly.
“Do you want to have a date tomorrow?”
“Tomorrow?” Jonghyun responded, adjusting his head better. He heard Kibum hummed and Jonghyun simply nodded his head.
“It would be nice,”
“Yeah. To make up about everything,” Kibum murmured, pressing a soft kiss on the older male’s head. Jonghyun let out a soft sigh and snuggled close, whispering a weak ‘I’m sorry’. Kibum tightened his hold around him and shook his head no.
“It’s not your fault, hyung. Stop apologizing.”
“Still...” Jonghyun tried to argue despite his sleepy state. Kibum shushed him and told him to go sleep.
Jonghyun whispered another soft ‘sorry’ before the soft snore was leaving his lips. Kibum hummed, hugging him tighter to show that he was there for him.
Jonghyun had a lot of fun that day. It had been a while since the last time they had gone to a date so it was really refreshing for him. He forgot everything and the only thing in his mind was Kibum, Kibum, and Kibum.
They spent lots of money from going to the cinema, and then Kibum grabbed his hand towards the arcade, before they were indulging themselves into various street foods.
The door was closed behind their back and Kibum slumped down on the couch, feeling tired all over his body but the smile would not leave his face. Jonghyun watched his pretty face from the side and he felt happy just by seeing the younger male smiling so widely.
He hung their coats before excusing himself to the bathroom to clean himself. They were all sweaty today from all the plays and the laughter but Jonghyun wouldn’t have it any other way.
The warm water ran down his body slowly, relishing his sore muscles and Jonghyun sighed in content. He felt so stress-free today. All thanks to his boyfriend.
He barely heard the sound of the shower cubicle opened up and suddenly a pair of arms were wrapping around his waist and there was face smashed onto his shoulder. Jonghyun jolted up in surprise and chuckled.
“What are you doing here?” He tapped Kibum’s arms on his stomach and the younger male breathed slowly.
“Can I join you?”
“You are already here. Do you think I have any other choice?” Jonghyun teased, feeling Kibum loosening his grip on him. He was thinking about turning around and enveloping the younger male into his arms, but Kibum might have a better idea.
There was a hand moving down from his stomach, gently tickling his hipbone and Jonghyun took a sharp intake of breathe when a palm was enveloping his flaccid manhood.
“K-Kibum-ah?”
“Yes, hyung?” He whispered, nipping onto Jonghyun’s earlobe while his hand moved up and down, slowly bringing the shaft hard. Jonghyun grunted, holding himself up with a palm against the wall.
“What- What are you doing?” He breathed, slowly feeling his body heating up to the soft touch. Kibum let out a teasing giggle and hummed innocently.
“I have told you that I’m joining you in the shower, right?” He murmured, grabbing the base of his shaft and giving it a hard squeeze. Jonghyun groaned.
The warm water was still cascading down their body and with the hot breathing against his ear; Jonghyun just couldn’t hold back himself anymore. “Kibum-ah, stop,” he begged, manhood twitching. Kibum did stop and Jonghyun opened his eyes, only to find the younger male standing in front of him.
Kibum easily looped his arms around Jonghyun’s neck, brushing their lips together in the softest touch and grinned. “Hyung. We haven’t had a shower sex before.”
Jonghyun gripped onto his waist, squeezing the flesh and Kibum purposely let out a soft moan against his lips. “Why are you being naughty?” Jonghyun asked him, tracing the curvy hips before his palms landed on his butt cheeks.
Kibum sent him an innocent look and shrugged. “Just wanna try it.”
The older male lifted him up by hooking his hands under his thighs, and Kibum circled his legs around Jonghyun’s lower back, pressing their crotches together. Jonghyun held back a moan and Kibum pecked his lips. “Don’t hold back, hyung.”
Jonghyun pressed him against the wall and he felt fingers slipping in between his wet hair, giving his scalp a sensual massage. He breathed heavily through his nose, staring into Kibum’s challenging eyes and leaned forward to kiss him on the lips.
The younger male immediately opened his mouth, coaxing Jonghyun for a better access and Jonghyun groaned into his mouth. Their tongues tied together and Kibum unconsciously ran his palms to Jonghyun’s chest, rubbing the skin there. Jonghyun dry humped him and Kibum threw his head back, moaning into the thick air.
It took not too long before Kibum had three fingers shoved up his ass and he wriggled his hips, wanting something bigger than those. He cradled Jonghyun’s face with his palms, whispering ‘more’ before initiating another messy kiss.
Jonghyun positioned himself against the reddened entrance and pushed in, eliciting a delicious loud moan from his boyfriend. Kibum wasted no time in bouncing on his crotch and Jonghyun growled under his breath at the provocative movement.
“Kibum, shit, ah,” he breathed. Kibum watched him and purposely let out those hoarse voices of ‘ah’ while begging to be fucked against the wall. Jonghyun grabbed onto the back of his knees, releasing Kibum’s circle from his body and the younger male opened his eyes questioningly.
Jonghyun had him pressed against the wall and he pushed the knees up to his chest, Kibum widened his eyes at his own flexibility. He was bent into two by his horny boyfriend and soon being fucked into the wall with fast pace.
Kibum screamed out loud, gripping onto Jonghyun’s arms on his legs while feeling the friction between their connections down there. The slick sound was so hot and erotic and Kibum had never imagined that he would like this so much before.
Jonghyun chuckled at his pleasure filled face and pushed deeper, making Kibum shrieked in pure surprise. He licked the trace of water on Kibum’s cheek, hearing the soft thumps of his balls hitting Kibum’s ass cheeks repeatedly.
It was their best sex ever and the loudest Kibum could get.
Jonghyun grunted when he saw Kibum’s red manhood twitching before it shot its seed, painting their lower abdomen. Kibum had this blissed face and Jonghyun didn’t think he would last longer than this.
Kibum stared at him half-lidded, lips curling up in a weak yet sensual smile and whispering, “Fill me up, hyung.”
Jonghyun sank down his teeth on Kibum’s shoulder, shooting come into him and it had Kibum mewling softly. They showered as quickly as possible due to weak legs and once they were cuddled up on Jonghyun’s bed, the older male broke the silence.
“I don’t know you could be that sexy little vixen,” he teased and Kibum had this adorable blush on his face. He kept on a nonchalant expression and shrugged.
“I could be sexier than you would know.”
“I’m expecting that,” Jonghyun whispered before blinking in surprise when Kibum suddenly got on top of him, sitting directly on top of his crotch.
“What do you say about a second round, hyung?”
“Your back is okay?” Jonghyun asked, lifting his palms to those curvy hips. Kibum shrugged, “I need you more right now.”
They ended up going like rabbits for two more rounds and once Kibum was sound asleep, tucked under his chin, Jonghyun sighed while a small smile was hanging on his lips. Kibum was not the type to be throwing himself to him even though how big their love was but still, having Kibum acting like this proved that Kibum was indeed had no intention of leaving him sooner or later.
With rounds of their lovemaking, Jonghyun was sure Kibum was trying to distract him from being alone, thinking that he was alone, to put his mind elsewhere so he wouldn’t have to think any weird things and making such bad conclusions. And it might have increasing Jonghyun’s love for him.
He just couldn’t imagine just how his life would be going if Kibum happened to leave him for real.
Jonghyun pecked the crown of Kibum’s head for a very long time, as if he was pouring all of his feelings with that simple kiss. Kibum hummed in his sleep and snuggled closer, arms hugging him very tight and Jonghyun chuckled at that.
Even on his unconscious state, he still tried to convince Jonghyun that he was there with him.
“Thank you so much, love.” Jonghyun whispered, caressing Kibum’s face like he was the most delicate thing in the whole world.
Kibum skipped on his steps; if happiness could grow a flower, his footsteps would be filled with various colorful flowers already.
Taemin watched him from behind and rolled his eyes. His friend was surely weird. Very weird.
“Yah, weirdo!” Taemin called and Kibum unexpectedly stopped. He glanced at him, face indifferent from when he was skipping all the way from the class to the front gate.
“Do you need something, Taemin-ah?” He asked; voice as sweet as sugar.
Taemin faked a barf and stopped in front of him, fingers poking Kibum’s forehead. “Yeah. I need you to call an emergency ambulance because someone’s having their mind wrecked.”
“Should I? Who is it? We should help them, hurry!” Kibum asked in concern, fingers fishing out his phone. Taemin held the back of his neck, eyes closed while muttering more to himself, ‘I’m fine, I can do this, I’m stronger than this’.
“It’s you, idiot!” He barked, grabbing Kibum’s phone before he could dial any number. Kibum blinked in surprise and pouted.
“You are lying to me?” Kibum stared at him.
Taemin groaned and held a hand over his chest, murmuring ‘be patient’. “You! What the hell is happening with you, huh?”
“What’s with me?” Kibum asked while unconsciously palmed his cheek. Taemin shook his shoulder.
“You are acting like an overexcited ahjumma!”
“I’m indeed excited! I’m having a trip with Jonghyun hyung today!” Kibum exclaimed, eyes shining in happiness. Taemin eyed him silently.
“Where to?”
“I don’t know yet. He won’t tell me.” Kibum pouted. Taemin made a disgusted face, “Stop pouting! It doesn’t suit you!”
“Why are you so mean to me, Taemin-ah? I’m hurt!” Kibum faked a sob and Taemin tried his best to not throw the male into the fountain just behind them.
“I… Wait, I need to calm down first. In, out, in, out,” he breathed, before continuing, “You seem very happy yet weird from the very morning and I just have to be that good friend to check on you whether you hit your head and might have a concussion or because of other reason.”
Kibum grinned and grabbed Taemin by his face, smooching him on his forehead. “You are such a good friend, Taemin!”
“Ack! Stop that!”
“Anyway, enough about me! How about you and Minho? Any progress?”
Taemin halted and glanced away. “Uh, yeah, well.”
“Please elaborate more, I don’t get it.”
“Um, we… how should I say it,” Taemin fidgeted on his spot, staring at anything but Kibum, “We are official.”
At Kibum’s sudden change of face, Taemin quickly held a palm over his mouth and muffled Kibum’s loud shriek.
“YOU DIDN’T TELL ME?”
“I TOLD YOU JUST KNOW, EXCUSE ME!” Taemin argued, face red in embarrassment. Kibum hugged him tight, “I’m so happy, my dear friend! When did this happen? Tell me everything!”
“Uh, last night we had a dinner.” Taemin muttered; head bent down. Kibum squealed; palms clasped together.
“Uhu! And then? What happened?”
“Mm, just- just let me keep this as my secret, damn it! I don’t even ask how Jonghyun confessed to you!”
“But still—”
“Don’t you have a trip today? Have you packed up?” Taemin tried to distract him and Kibum shrieked.
“Oh no! I haven’t packed my sweater! I’m going first, Taemin-ah! See you in two weeks!”
Taemin sighed as he waved the other male. Kibum was by the gate when he stopped and shouted, “And don’t think I forget about you and that frog! You better tell me everything, okay?”
Kibum scurried away and Taemin sighed in defeat.
“So, where are we going, hyung?” Kibum asked as they got down from the taxi. Why would Jonghyun bring him to the airport?
“I want to thank you for everything you have done to me and for staying with me and for the love you have been pouring to me,” Jonghyun murmured, taking his hand as they neared the bench. Kibum parted his lips, trying to argue or to question; he himself was kind of confused.
Jonghyun grinned, pecking his lips before handing him two tickets to—
“Paris?”
Kibum stared wide eyed at him and Jonghyun laughed at his face. He grabbed his hand and gave it a tight squeeze, before smiling so prettily. Kibum gaped, following Jonghyun from behind as the older male pulled him to walk.
He held a hand over his chest, feeling it thump thump thump. No matter how long time would pass, Jonghyun would always make him feel like this. Nervous, giddy, warm, and then cold, and then he felt like flying, and any other imagination Kibum could come up with.
But still, the only one who could do that was Jonghyun… and the only one who would be able to make him question what his beating heart meant was only Kim Jonghyun.
“Thanks, hyung. I love you.” He whispered. Jonghyun glanced back at him and smiled, mouthing a soundless ‘love you too’. Kibum gave his hand a squeeze. He was wondering as to how his future with Jonghyun would be.
A/N: And this is where the story has to end. /sobs/ I thank you all so much for all the time we are having together from the very first chapter until the very last. I hope you all enjoy reading this as much as I enjoy writing this! ^^
I love happy ending, and who doesn't? Haha!
Do you like this story? Everyone's happy and we are all happy! Yay!
And with the ending of this story, I will be updating the new story titled "Hello"
Have you read the spoiler chapter? If not, you can CLICK HERE
So, the last for not the least, thank you for reading, and please tell me what do you think about this very last chapter~!
I love you all! See you soon!
Thanks, Kumo ♡
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Date: 2015-08-08 08:58 am (UTC)I'm sad that this will be the end of it yet i feel really happy for JongKey, they deserve every happiness in the world :') I love how Key ensure him that he's not going to leave him ♡ Even a tough man like Jjong is fragile it's a great thing that he had Kibum with him and also Jinki ^^ Thank you for this wonderful story, I love every part of it :D See you on ur next one~
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Date: 2015-08-08 05:05 pm (UTC)I was waiting for your update last week tho..why you no update? /pouts/
I thought you will continue 'The Perfect...' series:(
Anyway it's a happy ending so im happy :D cant wait for next stories..mah jongkey...so much feels~
jjongsterine
Date: 2015-08-09 03:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-08-09 03:20 pm (UTC)but i'm so happy they get their very happy ending, and how it's not like how it's always jonghyun always comforting kibum.
nice to see a change where they actually help out each other emotionally, and taking care of each other despite the age differences.
hehe thank you for the updates~~~ ^^
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Date: 2015-08-10 12:57 pm (UTC)I cant believe that this is the end ;-;
I have so much to say but I cant think properly right now
Just
Thank you for this great story, really ;u;
This chapter was a nice way to wrap everything up and the paris thing and all and they are happy and in love and everything is nice and fluffy and rainbows and bansjybyns
/claps hysterically/ Well done. Well done.
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Date: 2015-08-12 09:29 am (UTC)Thank you for the happy ending and for everything you have put into this fic because I know it takes a lot of work and effort. I am so sad to see this end but it will be in my memories so it's okay!! :P
Thank you for the happy ending and the shower sex, it was the best...like...nfslkfn!! yesss. PARIS! wooooop! I bet they have an amazing time. And I wanna know the whole 2min official thing hahaha, I guess I will just have to imagine what happened in my head :)
Thanks so much for everything!!
Xx L xX
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Date: 2015-08-12 08:56 pm (UTC)Yay a happy ending for them.they indeed deserve happiness after all the drama they went through.thanks for sharing this sweet fic.i enjoyed it and goodluck for upcoming projects:)