Love Me (I Do) Chap. 14

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Title: Love Me (I Do)

Pairing: Kaisoo (Fem!Kyungsoo)

Genre: Genderbender, Romance, Smut, Fluff, Angst

Length: Series

Summary: Being in an unrequited love is something everyone has experienced in their life. Stealing glances from afar, smiling to yourself just because your crush glances back at you. Wanting to get into the seat next to them. Pouting when they don’t see you. Do Kyungsoo has experienced it all.



















 
Chapter 14



After they had sex, their relationship turns very intimate and sweet. Jongin would wake her up with sweet kisses all over her face and help her up by holding onto a securing grip around her. A few times he helps her to bath, because she has grown too easy to get tired and she is entering her ninth month, and they share soft wet kisses.

They have breakfast together. Jongin prepares everything for her, filling up her every craving. He caresses her head softly, smiling at her. He kisses her pouts away and kisses her laughs. He speaks to the little peanut as they sit on the couch, caressing the bump and kissing it.

Kyungsoo’s heart flutters at his every act. Jongin is so sweet. She is sure that he has changed. He keeps his words in taking care of her and their child. He is going to be a very good father.

Baekhyun visits them from time to time. She tries to act civil but she can’t help it when she lands a few slaps over Jongin’s head. Jongin says nothing and accepts the hits with a strained smile, even though his head is throbbing. Kyungsoo doesn’t even try to stop Baekhyun because it’s no use.

Jongin’s mother comes and is very happy when she sees them getting along very well. She doesn’t mention it but Kyungsoo knows she often finds them kissing whenever they think she is not looking.

And Sehun… he is furious.

The one time he gets to come to visit is when Jongin is not home. Sehun starts blabbering about the negative words and reasons as to why he insists that Kyungsoo should not stay with ‘the bastard’. Kyungsoo yawns, rubbing her belly while nodding to every single word Sehun is saying.

“Kyungsoo, are you even listening to me?” Sehun is on it again. He keeps telling her that if one day he meets Jongin, he is not going to hold back. Kyungsoo is just glad that Jongin is always out whenever Sehun is coming over.

“Yes. I hear you very well, Sehun. Can you please stop it?” She asks, feeling the headache coming real quick.

Sehun frowns at her. “You are growing soft to him just because he acts nice to you. He is putting a plot against you, Soo.”

It’s Kyungsoo’s turn to frown at him. “Why do you hate him so much?”

“I just hate him. No… reason.”

“He is nice. He has been very good to me so I don’t think you should hate him that him that much. You should see him treating me and you will realize that you are wrong all this time, Sehun.”

Sehun ignores her and he stands up. “I’m leaving now. I’ll visit again soon.”

Kyungsoo nods and smiles to him. “I would like to see you off but my back is hurting right now, so I’m sorry, Sehun.”

“No, it’s okay. You should rest. I’m going, bye, Soo.”

With the last wave, Sehun makes his way out of the house. As he reaches for the front gate, he finds a car parks in front of the house and the driver turns out to be ‘the bastard’.

Jongin grabs his bag and the grocery bag of Kyungsoo’s strawberry ice cream before he makes his way out of his car. He doesn’t expect to find someone waiting for him.

“Kim.” Sehun calls lowly, his eyes glaring daggers.

“Oh.” Jongin replies with the same tone. He has heard from Kyungsoo that her friend is visiting her a few times but he doesn’t expect to meet him now.

“What do you think you are doing?” Sehun asks, his fists gripped tightly to hold him back from punching the bastard in front of him.

“What do you mean?”

“You went all fucking bastard to Kyungsoo and now you act like you care? What the fuck are you planning?”

“Excuse you. Just because I’m nice doesn’t mean I’m planning something.” Jongin points it out.

Sehun grabs his collar and hisses. “You might have the privilege because you are the father of the child but I will make sure you won’t be able to touch her. I will get her.”

Jongin grits his teeth. “Keep dreaming, Oh.”

He gets a punch over his jaw and Jongin stumbles over onto his bottom. Sehun gets on top of him, choking him by gripping tightly onto his collar.

“You don’t know anything about her. You don’t know what makes her happy. You don’t know what makes her sad. You don’t know her favorite color, food, drink, movie, everything. You are just a fucking bastard who ruined her life because you couldn’t keep you dick in your pants!”

Jongin breathes heavily.

“You don’t even know how much you had made her suffered. Her parents kicked her out of the house and do you know how did she live before? No! You fucking don’t know! You were hiding because you were a coward! You are a coward, Kim!”

Jongin freezes as he hears the words from Sehun.

“You wouldn’t have the chance to be with her because all you have done is to hurt her. I love her and I will take a good care of her. Just you watch. She will be running into my arms in no time. And you? You will rot in hell because you realize how fucked up you are!”

Sehun releases him, breathing heavily after telling him everything he needs to tell.

“You don’t deserve her, you trash.” He says before he walks away.

Jongin sits up, wincing at his bleeding lip. He gathers his bag and papers and the grocery bag, making sure that the ice cream is still intact.

As he gets into the house, Kyungsoo greets him almost immediately. There is a smile on her lips and she is very pretty, but the smile drops off of her face when she sees his wound.

“What happened? Oh God. Did you meet Sehun?”

Jongin forces a smile, wincing when the move stretches his wound and Kyungsoo doesn’t miss it. He hands her the ice cream, patting her head, before he walks away to his room.

“Jongin?” She calls softly in worry.

“I’m okay. Go eat it before it will melt.” He tries to reassure her and he locks himself in his room.

Jongin sits down onto the bed and rubs his face.

Oh Sehun’s words keep repeating in his head. Right. He doesn’t know anything about Kyungsoo. He doesn’t know her favorite color. He doesn’t know her favorite food. He doesn’t know her favorite drink. He doesn’t know her favorite book. He doesn’t know her favorite movie. He doesn’t know everything about her.

He only knows that he had hurt her. He ruined her future. He took her virginity. He made her getting kicked out of her house. He made her lost her parents. He made her a young mother. All because of his stupid hormone and his dick.

“Shit.” Jongin grunts.

To think that he loves her and he wants to make her as his?

Ha. He could just dream on. He doesn’t deserve her. She doesn’t deserve to be with someone like him. Someone so fucked up and someone who screams as ‘trouble’. Kyungsoo is a good girl. She deserves the world. She deserves someone who could make her laugh, make her happy, never make her cry, give her everything she wants, be there for her.

Someone like… Oh Sehun.

Not someone like Jongin.

Because he is a trash.

And he doesn’t even deserve her.







Kyungsoo stares at the closed door of Jongin’s room. What’s going on with him? Earlier, he had been very cheerful in the phone when she had called him for an ice cream. And that wound… could it be really from Sehun? Because the timing is so right and Sehun could be very impulsive when he is angry.

She pouts. Sehun… why would she ruin Jongin’s good mood?

Taking the ice cream tub from the grocery bag, Kyungsoo stuffs herself with the cold treat and continues to pout in the living room.











Jongin is avoiding her. Kyungsoo could feel it. He doesn’t look at her that much. He talks only a bit. And he is trying to go out of the house very quickly.

She thought they are in good term now? What happened? What would change Jongin’s behavior like that?

She gasps. Could it be that Sehun had said something to him? Knowing Sehun, he could be very protective.

Kyungsoo sighs as she counts the days Jongin has been avoiding her. It’s been a week. And she feels very lonely. Jongin’s mood has grown so gloomy and she doesn’t know how to cheer him up and to make him talk to her.

It’s one of those days again, when Jongin gives her a quick smile before he is rushing out of the house. Kyungsoo writhes on the couch, holding a hand over her swollen belly as the door is closed. She sighs. She misses Jongin. It’s like he is keeping her distance away from her. But why? She thinks she has seen the sign of Jongin returning her feelings. But why now he is acting like this? He is acting like he is afraid and the look in his eyes is full of guilt and sorry.











“Kyungsoo? It’s me!” Sehun’s voice comes from the front door and Kyungsoo sits up a bit.

“Come in! The door’s not locked!”

Sehun comes with a bag of food. He smiles to her and Kyungsoo tries her best to smile back at him but she can’t help it. She is suspecting Sehun as the reason behind Jongin’s change of behavior.

“How are you today?” Sehun sits beside her, patting her arm.

Kyungsoo nods. “Fine.”

Sehun seems to notice her curt answer, because he is staring at her. “What’s wrong with you? Mood swing?”

Kyungsoo has had enough of this. “Sehun, when the last time you were here, did you meet Jongin?”

The look on Sehun’s face is a clear enough answer. Sehun keeps his face straight.

“Yeah, I did. What’s up?”

She narrows her eyes at him. “What did you say to him? And you hit him, didn’t you?”

Sehun lifts his palms, feigning innocence. Kyungsoo glares at him before he sighs in defeat. “Okay. Okay, I hit him. And I said a few things to him. No big deal.”

“No big deal? Sehun, he is avoiding me now because of whatever you had said to him!” Kyungsoo gasps in disbelief.

“Well, that’s good. It means that what I had said had gone deep in his head.”

Kyungsoo looks offended. “What did you say?”

Sehun keeps mum, refusing to answer. “Oh Sehun, what did you say to him?”

“I… I said that he was a bastard and that he didn’t know anything about you. And that he was a coward. And that he had enough of making you suffer.”

Kyungsoo hits his arm. “Why would you do that? We are finally getting in a good term! But now he is avoiding me again and I don’t know what to do to make him smile! I can’t believe you, Sehun! Why would you say tha –”

“Because he doesn’t deserve you!” Sehun shouts, his chest heaving. He has had enough of listening to Kyungsoo worrying about the bastard.

Kyungsoo flinches at his voice. “What are you talking about?”

“He didn’t know anything about you, Soo! What have he done for you? Nothing! He had done nothing other than to make you suffer! He ruined you! You lost your family because of him! He was just using you! Open your eyes, Kyungsoo!”

Kyungsoo gasps. “How dare you, Sehun…?” She mutters lowly.

“He is a trash. He doesn’t deserve you. I told him that. That’s good that he realizes it before it’s too late that fucking basta –”

Kyungsoo lands a hit on his cheek. Not hard, but enough to stop him from talking.

“Don’t talk bad about Jongin.” She says, her eyes teary.

Sehun stares at her in shock. “Kyungsoo, you can’t be serious in siding with him.”

“I do! I won’t let you talk bad about Jongin! He has been very kind to me but look at what you had done! He won’t even look at me because of what you had said!”

“Kyungsoo! He is a bastard!”

“Well, I love that bastard!” Kyungsoo shouts to him, silencing him.

Sehun slumps weakly. “But I love you, Kyungsoo. I have always loved you since forever.”

Kyungsoo’s anger vanishes as she feels her head cools down after what he has said. Sehun loves him? What? And she doesn’t even know about it?

“Sehun –”

“I love you and I want you to be mine. But he came and he ruined everything! He is good for nothing, Soo! Be with me and I will make you very happy!” Sehun says, staring wide eyed at her, almost begging.

Kyungsoo holds onto her stomach. How does everything come to this?

“Sehun, I… I don’t see you more than as my best friend.” She admits. Sehun slumps down at the rejection.

“I’m sorry, Sehun, but I only love Jongin. He… He surely had made lots of mistakes before but he has changed and he is sweet. I love him. And he loves our child, too. I’m sorry.” She whispers, bending her head down. She feels so sorry for Sehun. She always sees him as her best friend and never more.

Sehun sobs, holding a palm over his face.

“Okay. I understand. I hope you are happy with him.”

“Sehun, please don’t be mad at me.”

“How could I get mad at you? I couldn’t. I could never get mad at you.” Sehun gives him a sad smile.

He stands up and makes a move to leave. Kyungsoo stands up to follow him, only to grunt in pain. Sehun spins around and finds her bending down, gripping onto the couch in pain.

“Kyungsoo! What’s wrong?!”

“It… hurts.” She moans out, holding onto her stomach. Sehun dials for an ambulance while helping her sits back down. Kyungsoo breathes heavily, her cold sweat breaking past her skin, and she gasps when she feels wet in between her legs.

“Oh God… Sehun!” She grips onto his arm. “My… My water broke.”

Sehun panics and calls for the ambulance.

Kyungsoo cries in pain. “Jongin. I want Jongin.”

Sehun falters and reaches for her phone, dialing the bastard to make her happy.

Before the bastard could even say hello, Sehun grits his teeth and mutters into the phone, “Kyungsoo is giving birth. Come right away. This is your last chance.”









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A/N: One more chapter left! ^^