Love Me (I Do) Chap. 13 [M]

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Title: Love Me (I Do)

Pairing: Kaisoo (Fem!Kyungsoo)

Genre: Genderbender, Romance, Smut, Fluff, Angst

Length: Series

Summary: Being in an unrequited love is something everyone has experienced in their life. Stealing glances from afar, smiling to yourself just because your crush glances back at you. Wanting to get into the seat next to them. Pouting when they don’t see you. Do Kyungsoo has experienced it all.



















 
Chapter 13



Jongin has been very, very nice. That makes Kyungsoo feels like in cloud nine because he is very gentle and kind. He tends to her every need, helps her in anything, and even laughs a lot.

He laughs! Oh, Kyungsoo internally swoons because he is so cute when he laughs. She could just stare at him every time.

It’s been a week and a day since they got to live together in the new house. Jongin’s mother comes in every two days to check on them and to restock the fridge with fresh food. Kyungsoo feels touched and happy because she gets the attention from a mother and Jongin is happy, too. He doesn’t show it but she can see the happy glint in his eyes every time the door is knocked or the sounds of keys from the outside are heard. He is in need of his mother’s affection and it’s cute to see him act like a little kid.

They sometimes have dinner together; the three of them. Jongin’s mother cooks in the kitchen and Jongin pads around behind her to help her to the max. The woman laughs when he is doing a mistake in something and Jongin frowns, his eyebrows furrowing and his lips jutting out. It’s cute. He is so cute.

Kyungsoo waits and sits on the chair, watching the scene of the mother and son interacting in the kitchen, like some kind of family movie. She smiles, her hands holding her chin up as she sees Jongin carefully lifts the full pot of steaming soup onto the dining table.

“Eat a lot, Kyungsoo dear.” The woman says, caressing her head. Kyungsoo nods, smiling gratefully at her and picking her chopsticks. Her appetite has increased really greatly and she is stuffing whatever food she could find into her mouth. Jongin mentions her about it and he says it’s cute. And he blushes after he has said that. He tries to hide it but Kyungsoo could see it just fine.

“You, too, Jongin.” She tells her son and Jongin’s eyes light up. He nods before he starts eating deliciously. Kyungso smiles behind her chopsticks and they spend the dinner time with light chats and smiles.











They spend a lot of time together. If they have no class, Kyungsoo finds herself cuddling against Jongin’s side to seek for his warmth in the couch, while they flip channels in the television to find something interesting to watch.

Jongin would wrap an arm around her shoulder or her waist, rearranging the blanket on her legs, or asking her for something she might need.

They have not even once talked about the status of their relationship, and it’s okay at first. But now, Kyungsoo is feeling all too sensitive and all too insecure. She wants Jongin. Okay, she imagines Jongin kissing her like he used to do before. And she also imagined him touching her body like before, but the image is soon replaced with her bloated body and she feels so insecure because she might look so fat right now and he won’t like it.

Hormones do the talk. Okay, Kyungsoo pouts to herself. Her whole body feels so hot. She is so horny that she dreams about the flashback of them going on fucking in the restroom and holy sunshine; that was hot. Maybe that was the time when little peanut was conceived? Yeah, that could be.

They were currently cuddling on the couch, well, most likely Kyungsoo cuddling against him, but Jongin is holding a securing grip on her. The night has come and they have not found sleep coming soon as their eyes are still wide awake. The shows in the television are very boring, nothing interesting.

And Kyungsoo might or might not be very, very horny.

She touched herself during bath time earlier and it was not enough. She needs something different, something that would make her keen in pleasure. Hormones talk.

She shifts on her seat, for the fifth time, and Jongin seems to notice her discomfort.

“Are you sleepy? Do you want to go to bed? Or do you need something?” He asks, lifting the fallen blanket up her shoulder.

Kyungsoo steals a glance at her after avoiding his gaze for the whole time, afraid that she might imagine them doing the dirty things, but wrong move, she gets clear pictures of Jongin’s tanned skin against her and she whines softly.

“What’s wrong?” He is alerted by her whine. He looks around to find something that might make her feel uncomfortable but Kyungsoo shakes her head.

“I…” She mutters, pushing the blanket away and taking a tight grip onto his arm. They have done more skin ships in the last few days.

Jongin waits patiently for her next words, blinking his eyes. Kyungsoo parts her mouth, unable to force another word.

“Soo? What’s wrong? Tell me.”

Kyungsoo lifts her lithe fingers, caressing his arms and going up to his neck. She can feel him tensing under her touch.

“I… I… please help me.” She whispers softly, her eyes are trained onto his parted lips.

“Help you with what?”

Kyungsoo ponders what will happen next if she kisses her but well, screw it. She leaps up to kiss him on his mouth and Jongin leans back in surprise.

“Soo?” He calls her softly, his tone unsure.

Kyungsoo whines, tugging him close. Jongin’s hands automatically wind up around her figure and he leans close, their breathings hit each other’s face.

“Are you sure?” He asks softly, his eyes hooded as they stare at her lips.

She nods, “Please… please touch me, I want –”

Jongin tilts his head and kisses her on her mouth, making her squeals in delight. Oh sweet lips, she misses him doing this.

His hands grip onto her hips firmly but still gentle, and Kyungsoo shifts against him.

Their lips mold together and Jongin groans into her mouth when she parts her lips wide. He wastes no time to slither his tongue in, licking across her lips before tasting every corner and every nook of her mouth. Kyungsoo moans, she feels her gut is burning with fire and she is wet. So wet.

“Jongin, please,” she mutters, grabbing one of his hands and guiding it to the hem of her dress. She has grown so big now that she avoids wearing some pants. Long dress is enough.

As soon as his hand touches her thigh, Kyungsoo moans softly. Jongin sees her reaction and he takes it that she likes it. His fingers trail over the damp spot over her panty and he would be lying if he says he doesn’t miss this. He misses worshipping Kyungsoo’s body.

Kyungsoo grips onto his cotton shirt, tugging onto it fervently and reaching for the buttons. Jongin’s mouth is still eating hers while his fingers slip into her panty.

In the midst of her being drowned in pending lust, Kyungsoo has finally got rid of Jongin’s shirt and is now reaching for his pants. Jongin leans away, lips slicked with drool and swollen.

“Are you… sure about this?” He asks. Kyungsoo nods her head. She is sure as hell.

“I want y-you.” She admits. Jongin nods, pecking her lips gently before lifting her dress up.

His eyes fall onto her belly and he stares in awe. They stop while Jongin is admiring the stretched skin of her stomach. He leans down, caressing her tummy before he trails kisses along the bump. Kyungsoo watches in adoration, watching how much Jongin treasures their little peanut. He is always gazing at her stomach with affection and she finds it very heart warming.

“Jongin.” She calls and he looks up. He helps her lies back onto the couch with the cushions under her before he kisses her softly.

Kyungsoo slips her fingers into his locks, twisting his messy hair while he coaxes her mouth with soft kisses. His hands trail down, touching her breasts and Kyungsoo moans. It’s been a very long time since the last he touched them.

Her bra leaves her and soon is joined by her panty. Jongin gets rid of his pants and Kyungsoo breathes heavily because this is happening again. Finally. After all the dreams and self touching, she would finally get the real thing.

Jongin cups her breasts, massaging them tenderly and Kyungsoo moans softly at the touch. He dips down, kissing the mound before taking one nipple into his mouth. She chokes, arching her chest up to push her boob more to him. Jongin sucks her real good, giving electricity pleasure to her.

He moves down after he makes sure both of her boobs get the same treatment, mouthing softly against the baby bump, before he slowly parts her legs open. He leans close, licking against her wet core and Kyungsoo moans out.

“P-Please,” she begs and Jongin stuffs his face against her private part. He licks and nips her clit, before pushing his tongue into her, in and out to rile her up. Kyungsoo trembles under his touch, her breathing ragged.

When she comes into his mouth, spilling all her juice out, Jongin sits up and watches her face. It seems like he is still waiting whether she is sure about this and she nods her head.

Jongin tugs onto his hard erection, before slowly guiding it to her core. With their eyes locked together, he pushes inside and Kyungsoo’s hands go up to clutch onto his arms. He holds onto her waist gently, leaning down to kiss her lips softly while pushing the rest into her.

They move softly, with Kyungsoo gasping for air. Jongin touches her boobs as he moves in and out of her, slowly but precisely, still afraid of hurting her. Halfway through it, he slowly lifts her up onto his lap and he presses his mouth against her.

Kyungsoo clutches onto his face, kissing him roughly, in contract with the slow motion of them moving. She moves her hips softly, trying to get Jongin deeper into her and she cracks out a moan when he licks over her swollen nipple.

“Soo, Soo- Kyungsoo,” he chants, holding her tight against him while thrusting in and out. Kyungsoo closes her eyes, head thrown back when she reaches her orgasm. Jongin kisses the pulse point on her neck, muttering a soft ‘good girl’ to her before he comes into her with a low groan escaping his mouth.

It’s silent after they come down from their high and Kyungsoo opens her eyes. She sees Jongin’s bliss out face, his eyes closed and his lips parted. He is so beautiful. She can’t help but to lean forward to plant a kiss on each of his eye lid. Jongin hugs her tight against him before he reaches for the previous blanket to cover her up.

“Are you okay, Soo?” He asks, his hands caressing her lower back. Kyungsoo nods her head, smiling when he nuzzles into her neck.

“Let’s get you to the bed.” He mutters, lifting her up from his limp cock and Kyungsoo whimpers softly. He lifts her up in his arms and goes to put her down on the bed, helping her back into her clothes.

Kyungsoo blushes when he is still stark naked, his limp erection hanging in between his legs, but all the embarrassment is gone when he leans down to peck her lips softly.

“Rest well, Soo.”

She nods and smiles up to him. He excuses himself from her room and Kyungsoo sighs contently against the pillow, feeling her heart is still beating out of control.









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A/N: Two more chapters left.