Love Me (I Do) Chap. 2 [M]

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Title: Love Me (I Do)

Pairing: Kaisoo (Fem!Kyungsoo)

Genre: Genderbender, Romance, Smut, Fluff, Angst

Length: Series

Summary: Being in an unrequited love is something everyone has experienced in their life. Stealing glances from afar, smiling to yourself just because your crush glances back at you. Wanting to get into the seat next to them. Pouting when they don’t see you. Do Kyungsoo has experienced it all.



















 
Chapter 2



It might be impulse but Kyungsoo finds herself agreeing silently to Jongin’s offer of having fun.

After Jongin has taken her first time in the lecture room, the handsome boy simple presses a soft kiss on her lips for a moment and bids her goodbye. Kyungsoo sits on the desk, fully clothed by now and mind blanks for a while. It’s a lot to take.

Her knees are still trembling and her core is still throbbing; it’s like she could still feel Jongin’s cock sliding in and out of her. It sends her shiver and she bites back a whimper.

She just had sex with Kim Jongin.



Kyungsoo knows that if she told someone about it, they would laugh at her and called her delusional.

So, let’s just keep this as her and Jongin’s little secret.



And that happens about a few months ago.



Kyungsoo sometimes still wonders, what makes Jongin comes to her at that day.

Jongin might have lost interest on other girls or maybe he had already deflowered every single girl and Kyungsoo might be the last one. But what makes him stay? Does she feel good? Or maybe she makes him gets the best orgasm ever?

Nah, the reason must be the size of her boobs.

Kyungsoo admits that she has like the biggest size boobs ever other than the other girls all around her. Baekhyun’s size is the perfect one; supple yet firm, they are not too big yet not too flat.

And Kyungsoo?

She has the monster size.

They are bouncing when she walks. Kyungsoo sometimes huffs at them.

But maybe it’s what Jongin likes the most.

He touches them a lot when they have sex and Kyungsoo might start to like them too.



But then again—

She wonders whether the story would be different if they had started with another beginning.



***



“Soo, he is looking at you again,” Baekhyun whispers under her breathe as she scoots closer to the other girl. Kyungsoo hums, writing down the notes on her book as she ignores Baekhyun’s whisper.

Jongin is staring at her a lot these weeks. It’s like he is giving her a burning stare.

Sometimes it makes her feels self-conscious, like she has put on the wrong combination for her clothes or maybe she forgets to comb her long-black hair or maybe she applies the eyeliner too thick around her eyes (that might be courtesy of Baekhyun).

Her phone vibrates in her skinny jeans pocket and with a quick glance at the lecturer; Kyungsoo swipes her phone out and reads the message under the desk.

You look pretty today.

Kyungsoo bites her bottom lip as she glances at Jongin who is staring at her with a smirk playing on his lips. What is he planning?

She tucks her phone back into his pocket and ignores the stare Baekhyun is sending to her. Jongin is being weird lately.



As soon as the class ends, Baekhyun pecks her cheek and tells her that she will be going first because her boyfriend is waiting for her. Kyungsoo waves her away with a smile as she tucks her book and pen into her pink backpack.

There’s someone’s presence behind her and Kyungsoo yelps in surprise when arms hold her flush tightly. Her ear hears the steady breathe from the man and Kyungsoo gulps nervously, huge eyes glancing around and find that no one else is in the lecture room.

“Hey.” Jongin greets her calmly, before softly tugging onto her ear with his teeth. Kyungsoo feels his knees weaken from the act and she mutters a soft ‘h-hi’.

“I’ve been watching you, Soo.” He whispers, hands crawling along her stomach, and stopping just at the hem of her white shirt. As soon as they slip under her shirt and start tracing along the bust, she whimpers softly.

Jongin squeezes her boobs firmly, before withdrawing his hands and turning her around. He kisses her softly on her lips and whispering, “See you soon.”

Kyungsoo ends up breathing into the empty air as Jongin closes the door behind his back.



***



It’s nine and Kyungsoo is cuddled warmly under her covers. She plays the game on her phone while killing the time before she sleeps. There’s a sudden incoming call and with a smile on her lips, Kyungsoo answers it.

“Do Kyungsoo’s speaking. Can I help you?” She mutters into the phone teasingly.

There’s a snort from the other line before a raspy voice laughs. “Yes, I would like to know how cutie Do Kyungsoo is doing.”

She laughs softly, curling under the covers.

“She is still doing well, fabulous like usual.”

“Soo, seriously,” the other scoffs.

“Alright, I will stop. How are you today, Sehunnie? When are you coming back?” She whines.

“I will be back before you know it. Do you miss me that much?” He teases her. Kyungsoo changes the hand to hold her phone while she yawns. “Of course I miss you!”

“There are still come things I have to do before I’m back. You can wait, right?”

“Okay. But don’t take too long, okay? Baekhyun and I miss you so much.” Kyungsoo whispers into the covers.

“Alright, Princess.” Sehun chuckles, “Go sleep before you start talking weirdly.”

“That was just a one-time thingie!” Kyungsoo argues, grumbling teasingly.

“Alright, alright! I have to go now. Take care.” Sehun whispers softly and Kyungsoo hums. “Take care, Sehunnie.”

Kyungsoo places her phone down on the bedside drawer before switching the light off and she curls under her covers and tries to sleep.



What she doesn’t expect is that the soft knock on the window about an hour later.

Kyungsoo opens her eyes and rubs them with the back of her hand, watching the window slides open and enters Jongin with a hood over his head.

“What are you doing here?” She asks, heart thumping against her ribcage because she knows what Jongin is exactly doing here.

“I have told you that I will see you soon, right?” Jongin mutters, a smirk playing on his lips as he closes the window and makes his way towards her in the bed.

This has happened too often and for Kyungsoo to act so surprised, it would be an understatement.



Jongin throws his hood away and strips his t-shirt, revealing his tanned chest before he crawls on top of her. Kyungsoo bites her lip as Jongin runs his hand gently along her hair.

“Are you sleeping just now?”

“K-Kinda,” she whispers, closing her eyes when Jongin kisses her lips tenderly. His hands are still running softly on her long hair, before they land on her shoulder.

“I need you,” Jongin simply whispers before he is pushing Kyungsoo down on her bed. His skillful fingers easily do the buttons of her pajama top and Kyungsoo gasps right away as soon as Jongin encloses his mouth over her mound.

This is also why Jongin loves creeping into her room at night; girls never bother to put on their bra at night.



“A-Ah!” Kyungsoo yelps rather loudly, feeling Jongin’s teeth grazing over her nipple. Jongin chuckles lowly and crawls to see her face. “Tone it down. Don’t want you parents to come and see you in this state, right?”

She nods weakly before biting down on her bottom lip as Jongin continues his ministration. His teeth keep on tugging onto her nipple, and then his tongue would soothe the stinging pain.

Jongin drags his tongue flat along the center of her chest down to her stomach, before he takes a deep sniff. Her skin is so soft and smooth and warm and Jongin just couldn’t get his hands away from her.

There’s just something so intriguing about her that Jongin couldn’t put it down.

“J- Jongin –” She mutters softly, before whimpering again when the man tugs her pajama short down, along with her panty and throws them away to the other side of the room. He sniffs her deep, smiling.

“You are so pretty, Soo.” He mutters before dipping in between her plush thighs. Kyungsoo moans softly, back arching up when Jongin licks her down there. She watches with hooded eyes as Jongin’s head is gone in between her legs. Her knees tremble as she feels her body heating up to Jongin’s flicks down there, stimulating her and completely chasing away her sleep.

Jongin gets up, licking his glistening lips before he pulls his pants down and grabbing a pack of condom, ripping it hastily and quickly rolling it down.

Kyungsoo squeezes the pillow under her head when Jongin scoots close, and she bites her lip hard when Jongin’s cock finally breaches into her.

“Gosh, I miss you,” Jongin mutters into her neck, nipping on the skin while rutting into her completely.

She gasps for air; one of her hands flies up to grab onto Jongin’s broad shoulder. “J- Jongin- ah- ”

“What’s our agreement, bunny? When we are doing this?” Jongin asks with a cocky grin, peppering kisses down her chest.

Kyungsoo closes her eyes, moaning softly before whispering, “Oppa…”

Jongin groans lowly, cock does a twitch in her and Kyungsoo whimpers at the sensation. He backs away before slamming back in, moving faster than before.

“Ah, a- ah! Ah, o- oppa!” Kyungsoo whispers, body trembling in excitement yet the fear of her parents catch them doing this. Jongin chuckles into her ear, before rubbing his palms over her boobs in circular motion, and then playing with her nipples.

Kyungsoo has lost count on how many times she has whispered the word ‘oppa’. Jongin likes it a lot when she calls him that and he always kisses her breathlessly after that. She moans into his mouth, saliva dripping to her neck while she bucks her hips onto his.

“Fuck. You are so good, baby.” Jongin moans, rubbing his hands up and down her sides.

She climaxes when Jongin nips along the line of her right nipple, eyes closing in weariness.

Jongin mutters ‘a bit more’, bucking his hips erratically and after a few more thrusts, he comes and collapse onto her.



Kyungsoo braves herself to lift her arms up, enveloping Jongin into her embrace.

It feels like a dream to be able to embrace Jongin like this.

They always fuck hard and fast. And there’s always no feeling between them.

Well, there is. For Kyungsoo.

But not for Jongin.



He breathes against her ear, then he chuckles softly.

“You are so good, Kyungsoo.” Jongin mutters lowly, pressing his lips against a spot on her neck.

Kyungsoo tightens her arms around him while she tries to steady her breathe.



It’s morning and Kyungsoo finds herself curled under the covers, fully clothed and no Jongin.

The only reminder is his masculine scent all over her bed.



***



“Kyungsoo, darling. Move faster, you don’t want to be late. You have morning class today, right?” Her mom nags with her hands on her hips.

Kyungsoo nods, dragging his sore body down the stairs while yawning.

Her morning goes on like that. Nagging mom and silent dad.

She loves them, but sometimes they could be too much for her day.



“Why are you so sleepy? Are you talking late with Sehun again?” Her mom asks while placing the perfectly cooked bacons into the plate in front of her. Kyungsoo hums distractedly, still feeling a bit sleepy and still a bit overwhelmed because this has happened a lot of times.

“I have told you to stop doing that. You should know better by now what’s good and what’s not.”

Oh, how cruel those words are.

Kyungsoo feels those words prickle her chest because what she has been doing behind their back is so dangerous and she has no mind of backing away from it.

“…yes, Mom.”



The day goes on like that. Listening to Baekhyun blabbering about her date with Chanyeol yesterday and taking notes in her classes.

On her way to the restroom, Kyungsoo meets Jongin with a group of his friends.

Their eyes meet.

And Jongin sends her a small smirk before ignoring her again.

Kyungsoo bends her head down as the group walks pass her.

She locks her gaze down onto her sneakers.

And she smiles.



How she hopes everything is real. That Jongin is smiling to her, full of affection and not lust.









***








A/N: Meh, I have told you this will be smutty, right? No? Then you know now. lol
Smutty + angst = my life

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