Don't Love Me Chap. 18 [R]

[kumo_is_kumo]

Title: Don’t Love Me

Pairing: Jongkey

Genre: Romance, Fluff, Smut, Drama, Angst, Historical

Length: Series

Summary: The feeling was forbidden between a Prince and a slave, yet no one could hold it back any longer.

Chapter 18



Kibum didn’t know how they ended up like that but they simply did. Despite his blurred mind, he remembered sharing kisses with Jonghyun and then they both were bare in front of each other; with now Jonghyun peppering kisses along his back. Not to mention that Jonghyun thrust his hips, sliding himself deeper into Kibum.

The younger boy breathed through his parted mouth, bouncy gasps eliciting from his lips. Jonghyun breathed against his ear, whispering those words again and Kibum felt himself fluttering in every kind of emotion all over again.

The hands on his hips were tightening their hold and Kibum found himself gasping against the bed sheet. Jonghyun leaned to him, body shaking in excitement as he whispered, “Call my name, Kibum-ah. Call Jonghyun,”

And call Kibum did, “J-Jonghyun—”

He felt Jonghyun smiled against his skin. He didn’t know how could he know but he felt Jonghyun’s smile had to be very beautiful and sincere. He unconsciously smiled as well, heart warmed at the thought.

Jonghyun gasped against his ear, hips thrusting erratically as he began to lose his pace. Kibum whimpered weakly, body bouncing along with Jonghyun’s thrusts. He called out Jonghyun’s name again and then Jonghyun’s hand went to his weeping shaft, pumping it until Kibum cried out loud.

He came onto Jonghyun’s hand; Jonghyun’s name once again spilled out from between his swollen lips. Jonghyun chuckled and moved faster, before groaning deep in throat as he shot his own into Kibum. Both of them were panting, sweaty, sticky, but Kibum didn’t care. He simply didn’t care. He wanted this. He wanted to be this close to Jonghyun.

A tear rolled down his cheek without him noticed. Jonghyun slipped out from him and turned the boy beneath him over, glassy eyes staring at Kibum’s crying face.

“Kibum?”

The younger boy shook his head without saying anything, arms covering his weeping face. He didn’t even know why he cried.

“Does it hurt? Did I hurt you, Kibum-ah?”

Kibum simply shook his head no. He reached up, holding Jonghyun tightly on his strong shoulder, wet crying face nestled on the Prince’s neck. “Sorry... I’m so sorry.”

He heard Jonghyun sighed before his arms held onto him. “Why are you saying sorry, Kibum? You did nothing wrong.”

“I, I pulled you into this. You felt like this because of me. Just, just if I wasn’t here then you wouldn’t feel this way. I’m afraid. I’m so afraid.”

Jonghyun tightened his hold around him and pressed his lips against the skin on his tainted shoulder, “Everything will be alright. You don’t have to worry about anything. You didn’t do anything wrong and I feel like that, it wasn’t because of you. I love you because I choose to love you.”

And Kibum cried harder. He clutched onto Jonghyun’s shoulder, loud sounds of his weeping resonated all over the silent room. “W-Why? You can’t love me. I’m no one.”

Jonghyun shook his head and his lips curved into a smile. “You are not no one. You are Kibum. And I love Kibum.”

“Jonghyun, please,” croaked Kibum weakly between his tears. “D-Don’t love me.”

“Unfortunately, I can’t,” said Jonghyun with a bitter smile. “You don’t have to worry about it. It was never a problem, me being a Prince. I love you and I know that nothing would change that fact.”

Jonghyun leaned back, thumbs finding the wet cheeks and wiped them away from the tears. Kibum hiccupped, cheeks flushed in an adorable pink and Jonghyun chuckled. “You love me, too, right?”

At that, Kibum’s lips trembled. Jonghyun smiled amusedly at him and cradled his face in his palms. “Hm?”

Kibum stared into those alluring eyes before he gasped when Jonghyun moved closer until their forehead were touching. “Yeah?”

“I...” His lips trembled. His tongue was itching to say the sacred words. And his mind wanted to see that smile blooming on Jonghyun’s face. “I... I, I—”

“You...?” repeated Jonghyun. Kibum squeezed his eyes close before whispering in the softest voice that he could manage, “Yes, I love you.”

Jonghyun grinned, so wide that his cheeks were hurting. He pressed their lips together; the sweetest kiss he had ever given to Kibum.

Kibum smiled as he saw Jonghyun’s smile. His heart thumped, fluttering in the foreign way and it felt way much lighter, like the burden had been lifted away from him. “Say that again,” said Jonghyun. Kibum blushed and wiped the remaining single tear from his eyes, before mumbling, “I love you, Jonghyun.”

And he was rewarded with a kiss. Jonghyun urged him to repeat the same sentence and Kibum found himself giggling at his excitement. He repeated it again and again, and was rewarded with the same heart-fluttering kisses.

“Oh, Kibum, I love you so much, you don’t even realize it,” whispered Jonghyun as he squeezed Kibum in his arms. The younger boy giggled at the cheesy sentence and wrapped his arms around Jonghyun’s waist.

He didn’t want to let go now. Not when they finally realized everything and not when Jonghyun said he loved him. Well, also not forever.



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The sleep was felt way too good. Kibum imagined himself being squeezed between Jonghyun’s arms for everyday, waking up right next to the most handsome man all over the world, and getting butterfly kisses in a second.

Then, Kibum realized that could happen. He had Jonghyun wrapping his arms around his body now.



One kiss. Two kisses. Three kisses.

Oh, God. Jonghyun was so cheesy. He whispered sweet words into Kibum’s sensitive ear, pecking it after every whisper, making the blush on Kibum’s face became permanent. And then he would cradle Kibum tighter against him, giggling together after that.

But, then, Kibum would scurry away a few meters from Jonghyun. He was afraid Jonghyun could hear his fast heartbeats. Too late, Jonghyun had heard it and the silly grin on his face proved everything.



Kibum laid on his stomach, elbows holding himself up while he absentmindedly stared at Jonghyun’s face. The Prince was currently being on the same position beside him, only he was reading a book at the time.

He ran his eyes from the soft hair the Prince had. Hey, Kibum had ruffled his hands there and he knew now that it really was soft. Then Jonghyun had these big, round eyes which were so cute and Kibum felt weak on his knees everytime Jonghyun stared at him. His nose, well, let’s not talk about his nose. And then his lips were so plump, so soft, so tender, begging to be kissed even after a few rounds of heated kisses.

His shoulders were so wide. Kibum loved to lean his head there. His chest was so broad. It was so soft whenever Kibum laid there. His arms were so strong. Kibum would feel how his heart was beating out of control whenever he was held in those arms. His body, in one word, was perfect.

“Done admiring me?” asked Jonghyun with a cocky grin. Kibum yelped in surprise when his deep thought was interrupted. “I-I was not...”

“Yeah, yeah, you were not. That’s right,” said Jonghyun. Kibum pouted and then drew his attention away from the Prince. He picked on the sewing on the blanket under him and ran his fingers on the pretty embroidery.

“Hey, Kibum,”

“Yes, Prince?” And that came out of surprise. And as a habit as well.

Jonghyun glared at him playfully and scooted closer to him with a fake intimidating stare. “What did I say about calling me?”

“Uh...” Kibum ran his eyes everywhere. “S-Sorry about that.”

He was taken aback when Jonghyun suddenly kissed him. The kiss lasted no more than two seconds and Jonghyun leaned back with a grin. “You are so cute, Kibum.”

Kibum blinked blankly before realizing that Jonghyun once again called him cute. He stared down, fingers playing nervously from the overwhelming feeling in his chest. “U-Um...”

Jonghyun faked a growl, pushing Kibum to lay on his back and got on top of him. Kibum stared blankly at him again, but the blush was evident on his face.

“Gosh, no matter how many times I say this, your cuteness would never stop.”

And he pressed his lips hard against Kibum’s. The younger boy’s eyes closed from the pressure of the kiss and then he broke into a wide smile. Jonghyun settled himself comfortably on top of him, continuing to kiss him in the same way; the way that made Kibum lost control of his mind.

He giggled loudly when Jonghyun traced his lips all over his face. “Jonghyun, stop it!”

And stop Jonghyun did. When Kibum opened his eyes, he found Jonghyun stared at him with a blessed smile. “My name never sounds this good until it comes out from your mouth. It sounds really nice, you know that?”

Kibum grinned, eyes twinkling in happiness. “Call my name, too.”

“Kibum. Kibum. Kibum. Kibum. Kibummiiee~!”

“Okay, okay, stop it!” giggled Kibum. Jonghyun pecked his lips and they stared at each other without saying anything else. The magic stare was broken when Jonghyun leaned down once again to kiss him longer, whispering, “I love you.”

Kibum smiled and hummed against the kiss, “Mm, me too. I love you, Jonghyun.”









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A/N: What is this? We have a Jongkey couple already?! OH EM GEE!!!

Jonghyun is also happy so........... I think it's fine. lol xDD

Okay, so, the fluff is coming so I hope you can wait again HAHAHA. I'm bad, I know. By the way, why don't you tell me what do you think about this chapter? And then you can leave me crazy here. lmao I'm happy that you all seemed to enjoy the last chapter so much! I know, it was because of the 'finally' confession, right? Hahaha!

Until next time with the next chapter, guys! ^^