Don't Love Me Chap. 12

[kumo_is_kumo]

Title: Don’t Love Me

Pairing: Jongkey

Genre: Romance, Fluff, Smut, Drama, Angst, Historical

Length: Series

Summary: The feeling was forbidden between a Prince and a slave, yet no one could hold it back any longer.

Chapter 12



If Jonghyun felt the most confused in his life, than it was happening right now. He was confused with himself, he was confused with his feeling, he was confused with his life, and he was confused with everything.

If something, something would happen and it would help Jonghyun to discover this feeling—his feeling—oh God blessed it.



“Hey,” called someone and Jonghyun drew his attention away from his slave. He was met with a tall guy; smiling down at him before finally Jonghyun replied the sincere smile.

“Yunho-hyungnim...”

The King’s advisor, whom he thought as his own older brother, sat down beside him. “What are you doing here?” asked the older man. Jonghyun simply shook his head, leaning more to the seat behind him. Yunho stared outside the big window and a smile crept onto his lips.

“You are watching him?” asked the older man and Jonghyun felt his face was blushing red. Yunho smiled wider before breaking into a laugh. Jonghyun pouted and hit the man’s muscular arm. “Hyungnim!”

“Sorry. I don’t know you are this whiny, Prince.”

“Hyung, what have I told you about calling me when we are alone?” said Jonghyun and the older man sighed. “Okay... Jonghyun.”

Jonghyun smiled and stared back at the sight of Kibum sitting in front of the flowers in the garden. “Say, Jonghyun-ah,”

“Mm?”

“I saw... this kind of tension between the two of you. Something happened?” asked Yunho and it quickly made Jonghyun turned to face him. “W-What are you talking about, hyungnim?”

“Don’t lie to me. I’m older than you!” scolded him and Jonghyun snickered at his remark. “Old man.”

Both of them laughed before suddenly an awkward silence enveloped them. “I... I don’t know. I just can’t seem to stop... uh... how I should say it...”

“It’s okay, just tell me,” cooed the older man. Jonghyun stared at him, teeth biting down his lip before whispering, “Promise you won’t laugh or make fun of me?”

Yunho nodded his head and Jonghyun scooted closer to him. “I... We did some things... and it made me confused to death, hyungnim.”

“What kind of things?”

“I... I almost... slept with him after that party.”

“I see...”

Jonghyun heard the calm response and he stared at his hyung. “You are not surprised?” and the question was answered with a kind smile, along with a simple shrug. “I’ve kind of felt this... tension between you two... and my guess was right.”

“Uh...” Jonghyun felt like digging a deep hole and hid himself. “What should I do, hyungnim? I can’t stop myself from pouncing on him everytime he is near me!”

“Do you want to do it with him?” asked the other and Jonghyun remained silent. He parted his lips, only to close them again before he closed his eyes tightly. “...maybe.”

“And did he mind when you almost did it?”

“...he didn’t say anything, then... no?” Jonghyun’s answer came out as a question. The older man smiled and patted his shoulder before standing up to his feet. “Then, it’s not a problem.”

“Hyungnim? What do you mean?” asked Jonghyun, head twisted backward as he saw his hyung began to walk away. The older man waved his hand without turning his head before he stopped dead on his track after a few steps.

“Oh, Jonghyun. Your father is going to the northern palace tomorrow so... you have the palace for yourself.” And then he walked away.

“Hyungnim...?”



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Since The Choi back to their palace, Kibum felt so lonely. No Taemin, no Jinki, and no Prince Minho. He often wasted his time out in the garden, tracing his fingers along the flowers until the sun set before going back into the palace.

Not to mention, after that ‘little’ incident in that party, the tension between him and Jonghyun was kind of frustrating. Kibum sighed for the fifth time in that day before going back to the memory when all of that happened.

They were just drinking and everything was fine, until suddenly Jonghyun got drunk, really drunk and the King told him to bring Jonghyun back to his room. He remembered putting Jonghyun down on the bed before the Prince pulled him down and began kissing him. The kisses grew passionate and the next thing Kibum knew, he was trapped under the Prince’s lustful gaze, being stared like a weak prey.

He remembered the feeling of Jonghyun’s harsh kisses along his neck, how the older boy’s hands were gripping onto his robe, trying to take it off. Kibum shivered and closed his eyes, mind imagining the moment when Jonghyun easily pulled the knot of his robe and began tracing his tongue down his chest.

What would happen if they really did it at that time? Kibum felt like the flowers were judging him for thinking something so dirty and he ended up whimpering to himself. It was not like he didn’t want to do ‘it’ with the Prince... he just felt confused now.

He was feeling the kind of nervous feeling in his chest, just like when he was together with Jinki, but this was way worse. He felt like numb, he couldn’t think right, and his mind was filled with the Prince and him only.

“Kim Kibum?”

Kibum snapped out from his thought when someone called his name. He found someone from the King’s most trusted men—Shim Changmin— and Kibum quickly stood up to bow at him. “Y-Yes, Sir?”

“Could you come with me? There’s a thing that you should do.”

Not having any choice, Kibum nodded his head obediently before following the man back into the palace. He was brought into the weird room, with the palace attendants were waiting for him.

Oh, just if Kibum knew that it was going to change everything.



On the other side of the palace, Jonghyun stopped on his track when his name was being called. “Yunho-hyungnim, what’s wrong?”

“Come with me, Jonghyun.”

Not much to say, Jonghyun decided to follow the older man and they were greeted by the palace’s physician. “Here. Drink this.”

“What is this?” asked Jonghyun, eyeing the green liquid inside the glass. “Just drink it and hear me, will you?”

Shrugging his confusion off, Jonghyun drank the liquid before staring at the smiling older man. “Now what?”

“Now... you wait here for a while. You can all come inside!”

The door opened and the palace attendants were entering the room, bringing some boxes and Jonghyun was left confused again. “What is going on here, hyungnim?”

“Just let them put this on you and I will come back again later. Don’t fight against them!” said Yunho with a light laugh before closing the door behind him.



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“Just what the hell is this? Care to explain to me?” asked Jonghyun with furrowed eyebrows, gesturing to the entire silk robe on his body. The older man simply stared at him up and down and nodded his head in approval. “Okay, you are ready.”

“Ready for what?”

“Hey, Jonghyun, do you want to see Kibum?” asked the other man, not answering Jonghyun’s question.

“Speaking about Kibum... I haven’t seen him today. Do you know where he is?” asked Jonghyun worriedly. The older man walked out from the room and urged Jonghyun to follow him. They ended up on the other side of the palace, the spot which was hardly reached by everyone. The hallway was so dark and it was then Jonghyun realized that the sky tuned black already and it was night at the moment.

“Hyungnim? Where’s Kibum?”

Yunho grinned at him before they stopped in front of a door to a room. Jonghyun cocked his eyebrows in pure confusion and saw how the older man gestured him to drag the door open. Jonghyun gulped inwardly before putting his hand on the handle, pushing it to open and took a step inside. All of sudden, he was pushed inside and the door quickly closed behind him, and even worse, locked.

“What the hell is this?” growled Jonghyun in annoyance and heard a soft mumble from outside. “You will thank me later, Jonghyun! Enjoy!”

Glancing around the dark room, Jonghyun shivered when he felt completely alone in this weird room, not to mention he suddenly heard soft sniffles. “H-Hello? Anybody here?”

The further Jonghyun walked away from the door, the clearer the sound that he heard at the moment. It felt like someone was crying at the moment and Jonghyun couldn’t help but glanced around hastily.

“Somebody...?” croaked a hoarse voice, which was way too familiar to Jonghyun’s ears. He quickly walked closer to the source where he heard the voice and stopped dead on his track when he found the person.

Jonghyun, he saw his slave, Kibum sitting on top of a bed, eyes covered with black fabric and a loose rope was tying his wrists together. “K-Kibum?”

He stopped sobbing and froze. “P-Prince Jonghyun? Is that really you, P-Prince?”

“Yes, it’s me. W-What are you doing here, Kibum? How could you end up like this?!” asked Jonghyun while stopping in front of the boy, hands quickly untying the rope around his wrists. Once his wrists were released, Kibum quickly pulled the cloth around his eyes and that was when their gaze met.

It was when Jonghyun realized that Kibum was not wearing his usual robe, but a very, very special white silky robe which was too thin to cover his body. “W-What...”

Feeling humiliated under that weird stare, Kibum bit down his lip and brought his face down. “I-I’m sorry...”

“Why are you saying sorry?” asked Jonghyun softly, hands coming up to hold the younger boy’s face. Kibum shook his head before a hoarse answer came along, “I don’t know, Prince...”

Jonghyun smiled a bit at the silly answer. Weird, he thought. Why did I feel like electricity ran down my body the moment I touched Kibum?

“Look at me, Kibum, look at me.”

Kibum stared up at the Prince, inwardly yelping when the gap between their faces was so thin. He could feel the Prince’s warm palms were holding onto his damp cheeks and how those gorgeous brown eyes were staring at him warmly. This is bad...

“And why are you crying now?”

Kibum shook his head again, not really know why he cried. Maybe the part of him was relief to find Jonghyun here, yet the other part was kind of worried about something that he couldn’t really know what it was. Jonghyun chuckled and ran his thumbs under Kibum’s eyes, wiping the fresh tears away. He ran his eyes up and down the younger boy’s face, inspecting the state he was in.

He realized that Kibum was having make up on his face. His face looked so smooth; maybe they did something to his skin. His eyes looked so pretty, glistening with tears. And his lips... maybe they put a color on his lips, since they looked so red and Jonghyun really wanted to kiss them.

“Did they do this to you? Doing some changes to you?” asked Jonghyun, face getting closer to Kibum’s in every second. Kibum simply nodded and gulped down his saliva. Jonghyun smiled, so pretty, so warm, so kind and it made Kibum’s heart fluttered with butterflies and pinks.

“I’m glad they did it... You are so beautiful, Kibum.”

Their eyes locked, nose brushing against each other, and Kibum blushed so red that it made the Prince’s chuckled in amusement. Without any other word, Jonghyun leaned forward, pressing their lips in the softest touch. Kibum’s eyes fell closed and he gripped onto the sheet under them.

The kiss lasted for at least three seconds and Jonghyun backed away, their forehead pressed together. A wide smile plastered on Jonghyun’s face, his eyes still closed contently. Kibum stared at the contented face of the Prince and it pulled a smile on his own face. He silently giggled, earning a rather confuse look from Jonghyun.

“What are you laughing at?” asked Jonghyun, the smile still visible on his face. Kibum shook his head no and shyly looked down to his fingers. Jonghyun grinned at the adorable sight before settling his hands on the younger boy’s hips. “You are so pretty, Kibum, oh my God...”

Kibum bit down on his lip harder, feeling so embarrassed. He was taken aback when suddenly Jonghyun pecked him on his lips. “Bite your lips again and I’ll kiss you.”

Red coloring his face and Kibum was back biting his lip in nervous habit. Jonghyun pressed their lips together in another kiss before gently nibbling on the lip that Kibum abused from biting. A soft sigh escaped from Kibum the moment Jonghyun kissed his softly. His eyes closed again and he could feel how his heart thumped so hard against his ribcage until it hurt.

He felt Jonghyun’s thumbs lazily drew some circles on his waist through the thin fabric covering his body. The slight touch sent fire through his body and Kibum felt like burning. What is happening with me...?

The long-innocent kiss ended and their slightly parted lips separated with a string of saliva connecting them. Jonghyun grinned at the sight of Kibum’s flushed cheeks. So cute...

The sudden rush of heat hit him and Jonghyun found himself feeling so hot all over his body. He growled and latched his lips onto Kibum’s jaw, smelling the unique fragrance that the boy owned. Kibum sighed when the feeling of lust was undeniable pushing them together forward to the dangerous line... but no one could care less.

At least not now.









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A/N: And we all know what will happen in the next chapter............. Fluff, fluff, fluffy~~~ Oh gosh I swear that the first plot that I got for this story was this scene....... and the next 'scene' in the next chapter AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Okay, so, everything happened already and we should just wait what will Jonghyun do later...

I need your thought and what you do think about this! Hahaha :D Leave at least a comment and... until next time! ^^

Oh, and do you know where I can post my 2min fics? I'm currently writing one :3 Please kindly tell me, thank you~!